voices | taegi [completed]

nine

— 3rd

the door slams open.
heavy footsteps echoes throughout the house.
it was late at night, dark and cold.

"t-Taehyung." a voice calls out.

tae shivers at the hoarseness of the voice.
knowing who it it exactly.
his insides trembled in fear.

"fucking bitch. you better come here this instant!" the voice called out again.

tae stood up and walked down the creaky stairs.
tae caught the man's eyes that seemed to be endless.
like an endless spiral of blackness.

"have you decided to bless me with your presence?" the man's eyes sparkled in joy.

tae walked towards the man.
he cowers in fear underneath his shadow.
the man smirked.

"you're so fucking fat." the man growled.

tae could clearly smell the horrible smell of alcohol in his breath.
he knew that his step dad had been drinking.
and so, his beatings would be worst.

his mom was out working.
and he was terrified.
the man stepped closer to tae.

the man smirked at tae.
tae had never been so afraid in his life.
his step dad parked his face right in front of tae's tearful face.

"so. i thought i told you not to eat today." the man growled.

he kicked the poor latter in the stomach.
tae clutches his stomach.
he cried out in pain.

"why are you making noise. shut up!" his step dad shouted.

tae whimpered.
he kicked tae again.
this time at his leg.

"you're not getting any food tomorrow bitch."

tae whimpered in fear and sadness.
wanting and mentally calling for his mom.
although, his mom could never do anything.

the man's ugly fist met tae's beautiful face.
tae fell down onto the cold ground with a loud thump.
shivering in fear, he passes out.

"what a weakling." the man clicked his tongue.

he shoved tae's body aside and walked to the kitchen.
grabbing a beer bottle from the fridge and settling down on the couch.
he acted as if noting happened.

tae wakes up.
tears in his eyes.
he looks at the couple beside and thanks God that they are still asleep.

tae feels an urge to go to the bathroom.
to do what he always does.
he stands up, on his wobbly legs, and makes his way to the bathroom.
in the bathroom, he looks at himself in the mirror.

"why are you so pathetic?" tae whispers to his reflection.

a fresh set of tears falling from his eyes.
caressing his beautiful bronze cheeks.
he grabs his blade and slides down the bathroom wall.

lifting up the blade, he pressing it onto his skin.
his gorgeous wrist that is filled with old scars that aren't healed.
adding more cuts to the collection, tae sobs silently.

"w-why am i useless?" tae asks himself.

"w-why am i garbage?"

"w-why am i even here?" tae chokes out.

his wrist now filled with brand new cuts.
the thick, deep crimson liquid flows out of his cuts.
his tears mixing with the solvent making it dilute.

he runs his wrist through some cold water.
hissing in pain, he wraps his cuts sloppily with some bandages.
quietly hiding the blade, he slips into his bed with more toxic thoughts than ever.

dozing off to dreamland, tae prays.
he prays to not have another horrible nightmare.
well, a flashback of his experiences.

worthless piece of trash.

useless.

fat.

a stray tear leaks out of his eye as tae's drifts off to sleep.

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hey guys!
i hope you enjoyed this chapter.
just a filler.
i can't update much due to exams.
but my exams are gonna be over in 2 days. :)
just know, that whatever I write which is offensive to any character in this book [this case, BTS] is purely for this book.
i really will NEVER say anything like this about or to them.
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I'M SO PROUD OF THEM, I FEEL LIKE A PROUD MAMA. :)

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