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Vonni is bipolar. Damn I can't believe he didn't tell me. That kind of explains stuff that happens. I mean I guess there's no reason for me to say I know. He'll tell me when he's ready. I got the kit and went back to Vonni. He let the blood stay on his face and it dried. Poor baby. He so sweet I swear. "Come here Vonni" I called him over. "Yes baby"he said coming over to me. He winced as I put one of those little alcohol packets on the cut to get the blood off and clean off the wound. I put some band aids on the stuff cus I'm not a doctor so iono what to do. "Vonni what're the pills in ya cabinet for" as soon as I saw his face I realized I said something I wasn't supposed to. "What do you mean Tierra" I was confused is this something that comes with the disease. He ran to the bathroom and I heard a loud "not this shit again. That crazy son of a—you know what".  Then I heard hella flushing. I ran into the bathroom. He was flushing his pills. "Vonni what the hell". He might need those. "I told my mom I was fine I told her no more of this and she still went and got the freaking pills" he was nearly about to cry. I didn't mean to trigger anything. "Vonni please baby calm down and talk to me." He took a few breaths and sat on the edge of the bathtub. "Two years ago I got diagnosed with manic depression or bipolar disorder. My life was in a bad place. People I loved were leaving my life left and right. By choice and death. I would have really bad days and really good days. I've been doing outstanding recently" he trailed on the last word. "Maybe your mom knows what's best bae. She is your mom after all". He looked mad. "All of you think I'm crazy yo. You was supposed to be my rock. You pose to support me."He was about to cry. "Baby I am here for you. I just don't want you to hurt yourself" I pleaded. "You know what fuck you. Get the fuck out. Since I'm so "dangerous" leave me alone." I was hurt but I know he didn't mean it. "Vonni imma give you some space when you feel better you know where I live baby" at that I kissed his cheek and left.

*Vonni POV*
I can't believe she just said that like she knew me yo. Who do she think she is. She do got a point though. She has supported me and just wants to see me better. Buh still she can't say shit like that. I'm done with her imma just do me. Fuck my Mom too. I'm tired of everybody.

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