First love

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"I have to go Vonni" not remembering he drove me here. "Ti I drove you here" oh ma gah I don't want him to be involved in my family drama he ain't even my official boyfriend. "Can you drop me off at the movie theater so I can drive myself please". "Everything Okay babygirl" he looked really concerned. I just don't want to get him involved. "Just family stuff it's okay. I'll be okay". The whole car ride was spent in awkward silence. If my mother is not okay my girls and I jumping the girl my Dad cheated with and that's on everything. I know where she work and live. She a dummy for messing with this family. What if this means I can't leave next year for college. I know it's wrong for me to think about buh it's something that crossed my mind. I don't want to be alone right now. "Vonni can you take me to the hospital and stay. I don't want to be alone" he looked at me gave a sympathetic smile and nodded. Once we got there he let me out. I was scared to go in there. "Come on I'm with you. I'm not leaving" with those words I stepped in "Hello I'm looking for Teresa Jones"  I asked politely. "Are you family?" The receptionist asked. "Yes I'm her daughter". "Okay right back here" she led me to her room. "Tierra I didn-" I cut her off "mom why did you do it?" I wanted to break down. "I felt alone" she said breaking off from that last word. "You act like I'm not here for you through the shit you put me through." I almost screamed. "Bitch you're never here for me. You're probably the reason you're Dad cheated. So he didn't have to deal wit yo ass" at that I left pulled Vonni with me and paced to the car. I opened the door myself and waited for Vonni to get in. "I'm so tired of her" i bet I was her first and only visiter and that came. "You see the bs she puts me through" Vonni tried to say something I didn't care " ugh I can't stand how she treat me." "They said they're putting her in a mental institution" at that I dropped my jaw. Technically I'm eighteen next month so they can't put me in foster care. I don't even know where to look for a job at. Where am I going to live. "What am I going to do" Vonni put his arms around me. "We'll figure it out". He's so amazing this past month or so all he's done is support me. When we got back to his house he offered to take me home to get clothes and sleep over. I said no. I'm just going to Andy's house. The girls will meet up with me there. When I came in everybody looked at me and I just collapsed and cried. It felt good to just left everything go. Not holding these things in. All of them were there to support me. "I don't want to talk about it. Let's just try to be happy guys".  The night was pretty regular after that. I lowkey think Andy and Dejah are going to be a little something. Kiana met a new boy. Kim and I still single technically. We have each other though. I feel my happiest with them. It's a forever bond what we have AKDKT5Life