First love

Leave

I woke up to screaming and things slamming. I was scared I thought someone was in the house then I realized the two familiar voices. "You are just coming in from WORK no you're a liar I always thought you was messing around with Yazmine but I didn't say anything to you. I swear to God if you don't get out of my house now Rob! Now!" It was my parents they were arguing. If I recalled my Dad's car wasn't here at nine when I came home. He must've just gotten home. What my mom is assuming is crazy though. My Dad would never cheat....I don't think. When I heard the door slam I ran to help gather my Mom together. I know she can be a little crazy sometimes but she's my mom. "Come on mom it's okay it's his loss" I tried to help her get up but I have never seen her so broken before. All those nights she would come home drunk maybe it's because she was trying to make herself forget or help herself pretend she didn't realize what was going on. I never want to feel like this. "Mom do you want any help with anything." "No just leave me be I can't take any of it anymore" she screamed. I swear if my Dad is the reason she actually cracked into her emotional insanity I would kill him myself. This is part of the reason I'm so scared to get into relationships. I feel as though I will try with a person then they'll leave and I'll be broken. Just look at my Mom she's a grown woman and she can't even handle it. I would never be able to deal with all this hurt. I know what I thought last night but I was wrong. Relationships just not for me. I'll do the project with Vonni and that's it. I made sure my mom wasn't going to do anything stupid then head out for the movie theater. The girls and I always go to the movies Saturday. Usually Kim or Andy bring dates but guess who popped up this time. "Hey short stuff" I rolled my eyes at Vonni I didn't have time to deal with a nigga right now. "Vonni leave me alone I don't have time for niggas" I just wanted to hang out with my friends and forget I even thought about messing with him. "What's wrong Tierra" he sounded really concerned. It was so hard to stay mad. I just had one question. "What are you doing here. Like why do you have to be so nice." "Tierra" he was trying to talk but I had more I wanted to say. "I'm not some hoe you can lead on because I'm gullible cus I'm not. I know what happens I get attached you leave and I break well gues-.." before I could finish my word his lips pressed into mine and I was confused then I pulled away "I like you Ti. I don't want to do any of those things to hurt you Ight. I been tryna take it slow and treat you different than these other shawties buh u got to let me okay short stuff" I smiled. I knew I shouldn't be but I couldn't help it. "Okay Vonni". "Now let's go enjoy this movie wit ya friends". Tbh I won't worried bout the movie once again I was thinking bout Vonni.

*Vonni's POV*
This shawty really got me feeling some type of way. Like this ain't one of them girls you take for granted. She don't give in easy and she keep to herself meaning she not for everybody. I think I would be her first boyfriend. Oh lord I hope I didn't scare her away with that kiss. It's just I wanted to do it since last night. It was too hard. The big issue is am I ready to prove to her that I'm not like these other little boys who act like hoes. I'm a grown man and I'm ready to commit to her if she let me. That's going to be the hardest part. Getting her to believe me. "You wanna get out of her" I try to whisper over to her. Hopefully this works. She looks like she was hesitant at first. "Sure". She tapped Andy and told her that we was leaving. I heard she loved to read and drink coffee so I thought about this book outlet with coffee kiosks. That would be perfect. On the way there we would have to have a conversation.