This Guy

Chapter 14-Feelings

Whoa.

Its as if time freezes, when I read what he sent me.

I feel... Overwhelmed? And all giddy inside.. Is this normal?

I mean, I always had a feeling that he liked Macy, not me.

Even though I will admit, I think I've always had this secret crush on him.

So what am I supposed to do now?
I wanted to tell someone.

Macy is mad.

I'm mad at my mom, so I can't ask her for help.

I guess I'm on my own. I sigh.

I glance at the clock which reads: 11:01.

I look at Macy one last time, and eventually I fall asleep.

***

I wake up to Mrs. Flowers knocking on the door.

"Girls, its time to wake up."

I get up and stretch.

I yawn and rub my eyes, and get up.

"Good morning Mrs. Flowers." I greet as I walk out the door.

I go to the bathroom and brush my teeth.

After getting myself decent, in which is brushing my teeth, and changing into a pair of jeans and a t-shirt, I make my way downstairs.

"Sit down and have breakfast, Ryan." Mr. Flowers says.

I sit down awkwardly, almost feeling as if I'm intruding.

Mrs. Flowers brings bowls of cereal out and glasses of orange juice.

I glance at the person sitting opposite from me at the table.

Macy.

She was glaring at me. Is she still mad?

I eat quickly, and thank them for breakfast, before leaving the house.

I walk to the neighborhood park, which is about 3 blocks away.

While I'm walking to the park, Shane texts me.

Should I look at it, after what happened last night? Or should I just ignore it for now?

I open up the text anyway.

I know you probably don't like me back. And I probably put you in a really awkward position... But Ryan, I couldn't take it anymore. I've liked you from Day 1, the first time I met you. I just wanted to let you know, that I am practically in love with you Ryan.

I read it over and over again.

Why me?

Why not Macy?

Do I like him back?

Only time will tell I guess.

And Macy.

Why is she mad at me? I didn't do anything wrong. Sure maybe most of the time she's right, but this time, she's wrong. I really don't know what to do. We rarely get into fights.

Serious fights, anyway.

Is this how its going to end?

Macy and I are going to be split apart by.. some weird vampire guy?

A cute vampire guy?
**

Its Monday, and Macy still isn't talking to me.

I walk to school and avoid Shane at all costs. But to be honest, I kept sneaking glances at him. And everytime I did, he'd look back at me, and smile.