Chapter 8

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After that I couldn't sleep. How could I?

As I thought about it I came to realize that I really do love him. Fucking hell, he's leaving in two days.

I turned to face him. The sunlight was starting to leak through the window so I could see all his features perfectly. God damn, he was lovely.

I looked at the clock; it read 7:30.

"Long enough" I laughed to myself.

I leaned in to kiss Alan. I gently put my left leg over his body so I could lay on top of him. I started messing with his little curls.

"Wake up" I said in sing songy voice

He just mumbled

"Love, wake up"

"What time is it"

"7:30"

"Fuck that"

With that he tried to go back to sleep but I wasn't letting it happen

I started kissing him. I kissed every part of his jaw line right down to his collar bones leaving little love bites here and there.

"Why are up so early" he mumbled so low I could barely hear him

"Because I wanted to do stuff with you"

"You can fall asleep with me"

"Ugh! You're impossible" I pretended to pout

He wrapped his arms around my waist "look I love you but I'm tired"

I looked at him with a big cheeky smile on my face "you love me?" I whispered

"Yeah, yeah I do"

I feel like all my stress was lifted off my shoulders and wave of happiness over came me. I had millions of little butterflies in my stomach. Then reality hit.

"Oh god" I whispered

"What"

"You leave in two days" The words coming out of my mouth made me want to vomit.

"We'll figure something out then" he answered calmly

everything that kills me ~Alan Ashby and Kaya Scondelario fan fictionOn viuen les histories. Descobreix ara