I decided to just stay home. I mean I didn't feel like talking to anyone. I got on facebook and if course there were people that had found my facebook
<Hey you were on skins, We should meet up sometime and get to know each other ;)>
"Fuck you" I mumbled
I didn't even bother reading the rest of the messages.
My phone started ringing mom it read.
"hello"
"hey sweetheart! how are you?"
"Good I guess"
"Well I just wanted to check up on you; you never text me anymore"
"I know mum I'm sorry I've just been busy" That was a huge lie
"Ok well have you found a boy yet?"
"nope"
"I can't wait for you to finally fall in love"
"Love... love... love..."
"I know that's all I talk about with you. I'm sorry"
"It's cool"
"ok well I have to go dear I'll text you later"
"bye" I finally hung up.
I was so hungry. I looked in the pantry and finally decided that I'll just make Ramen noodles. I sat on the couch watching Superbad and scrolling through tumblr. A text message popped up on my phone Alan it read
<Hey the guys are going out tonight I was wondering if you wanted to do something. Hang out at your place? I can bring movies>
<Yeah that's fine>
<Alright I'll bring vodka too cuz I know how you are>
<haha I'll see you soon>
There was something about him. He was childish but still very grown up, he was sweet and funny, he actually wanted to spend time with me and not fuck; I mean every time we had sex I started it not him, and he was just different.
I mean he was leaving soon though he was only here for 12 more days. I just know I'm going to miss him. Not only cuz I liked him but also because he treated me with respect and not like some piece of ass.
There was a knock on the door. I huge smile spread across my face. It had been a long time since I'd felt this way. I was usually so...so bitter
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everything that kills me ~Alan Ashby and Kaya Scondelario fan fiction
FanfictionKaya is depressed, lonely, and pretty much hates everyone. She's gorgeous and could get any guy she wants but she doesn't want anyone. Could a boy with orange hair that asks to use her lighter change that?
