[requested by] - Shannon1300
[warning] - none
[mood] - cute n short
today was the day shawn comes back from tour. and to be honest i'm so scared. i didn't tell shawn this but i got pregnant before he went off to tour a couple of months ago. i've done pretty good keeping it a secret, but now i can't, considering i have a baby bump now. i just hope he's ok with me not telling him. he is at his peak in his career and i pray he wants this baby as much as i do.
i hear the door open then close while i'm in the bedroom. i'm freaking out pacing around the room with my shorts and his sweater on. i hear his foot steps coming up the stairs so i freeze not wanting him to think something was wrong, even though there is something wrong. i stand in front of the door waiting for him to walk through it. sense it's 11pm he probably thinks i'm fast asleep. opening the door he puts his bag down on the chair next to the door. that's when he notices my existence from the dim light given by the lamp.
"baby, i didn't know you were still up." he whispers making his way over to me. hugging me tightly he says in my ear," how are-"
he stops mid sentence stepping a foot away from me. my eyes fill with worry and confusion."what-what is it shawn?"
he puts his hands over his mouth looking at my stomach with tears threatening to come out. that's when the anxiety becomes worse than it was before he came. he knows.
he walks back towards me putting his hands on my sides smiling as the tears finally come out. while he still stares at my stomach i decide i should say something.
"i'm sorry i never told you shawn. i was just scared and i didn't know how to say it."
he finally looks at me in disbelief,"hey hey hey baby, i'm not mad. how could i be mad? we have a child!"
"actually, we have children." i smile to myself.
"twins?" he asks.
"yeah." i laugh.
he takes me by surprise twirling me around in a circle. i scream laughing while he chuckles at my reaction. he puts me down getting on his knees putting his head softly to my stomach. i put my fingers in his hair as he says,"i can't wait to meet you little ones." he gets off from the floor moving a piece of my brown hair from my face.
"i could never be mad at you shannon. i love you way too much." our lips meet & in the middle i smile.
"now come on, let's go to bed hun." he leads me towards the bed, cuddling next to me.
