[warning] - cursing
[mood] - too much fluff to handle 😤
[summary] - shawn needs help with a lyric & he turns into a big ball of concern & boyfriend goals
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"y/n, i need help with this lyric." shawn looks up from his notebook putting his guitar down & walking towards me with the notebook.
i'm currently laying on the bed trying to relax. this tour has been crazy since shawn decided to take me along.
i smile before answering him," sure." i continue to lay down but adjust to my back.
he sits down on the bed next to me. he lightly smiles at me putting his hand through my hair gently. i close my eyes for a minute, taking in the moment. he takes his hand out & i pout while he chuckles at my reaction.
"ok. i want you to tell me how you feel right now. about life."
i scrunch my eyebrows grinning at him, but confused at the same time.
"just tell me how you feel. i should be asking you that anyway, i'm your boyfriend."
i giggle, putting my pointer finger on my chin thinking. as soon as i open my mouth shawn gets his pen ready.
"i feel like things are moving too fast. i never have time for anything. it's like 24 hours in a day aren't enough. i can't remember when i was a kid. it's just flying by." i say all this looking at my hands but when i finish i look up seeing shawn not even looking at me. after a few seconds he looks up at me smiling wilder than ever.
"these days are flying by weeks feel like minutes i can't remember being small."
i jump up from my position now sitting next to shawn at the edge of the bed. "oh my god how did you do that?"
"i just listen."
"wow well you're a great listener."
"well thank you ma'am."
we both laugh at his weird statement. next thing i know shawn goes over to the table, he was writing down at, & places his notebook on top of his computer. he strides back over to the bed, pulling me on his lap. he sighs loudly like i was a heavy hoe. i slap his arm, as we both laugh again.
"soooo how are you doing?"
"i'm good why." i take it as a joke but his face turns serious so i start thinking this is important.
"if you need to take time off tour cause you feel like everything is going too fast you can."
lord why is he so caring.
"what? no no shawn i'm fine. i don't need time away. you just told me to tell you how i felt. this is why i don't like helping you with songs because you always pull me to the side to talk about what i said. i'm fine really. but thanks i love you." to reassure him i kiss his plump pink lips. i feel his smile through the kiss & it causes me to smile too.
"i just don't want you to feel like i don't have time for you or you aren't enough. and i love you too." he pecks my nose quickly, giggling. with that we both spend a great night together out on the town.
