Shotgun Marriage [w/ Compilation; No Soft Copy]

22: Insomnia

POV: Blair

Hindi ako makatulog. Kanina pa kami nakahiga dito sa kama namin at tulog na tulog na si ALfred pero kahit konti hindi man lang ako dalawin ng antok.

Eto na yata ang pinaka-IRONIC na araw para sakin. A mixture of pain and love.

Masayang masaya ako ngayon dahil nalaman kong mahal na ako ni Alfred... ni Hon. Secured na yung feelings ko. Pero ang hindi secured ay ang future dahil nagkausap na kami ni Tricia.

I wasn't aware that someone's trailing me of and it is Tricia. Akala ko kung sino lang pero si Tricia and we had lunch together.

"Blair.." she called and looked at my tummy, my bloated tummy. "It's already big."

"Yeah..." plastikan to the max. "And you... you're getting fat." 

Ooops! I didn't mean to offend her but I was just telling the truth. She's getting fat.

"Sorry about the word... but it's true." I continued.

"Ano kasi eh..."

What? may reason pa ba kung bakit sya mataba? Hindi ba dahil matakaw lang talaga sya? Ang sinungaling na 'to... bakit ba ako nakikipag-lunch sa kanya?! Nakakainis lang!

"Blair, I'm sorry..." then she cried. Jeez! She's making drama in a public place. Stay mabait Blair... you don't want to turn as te kontrabida here at hindi KONTRA BIDA GIRL ang title ng story na 'to!

"Why are you crying? Something wrong?" pa-sweet kunwari ako. GRABE! Feeling ko kontrabida ako. I handed her my handkerchief. GOSH! Buti yan lang yung taga-palengkeng panyo.

"Blair, I'm sorry kasi I'm breaking my words. I'm back for good. I'm staying here at hindi natin mapipigilan na hindi ako makikipagkita sa inyo." she said.

"Ano? Anong hindi mapipigilan? Iwasan mo kami." Sa utak ko lang sana sasabihin yun eh kaso nasabi ko ng malakas pero hindi naman nya pinansin.

"Blair, sabi ko ipapaubaya ko na si Alfred sayo... Hindi ko pala kaya Blair. I did try at kinaya ko not until I found out..." 

Ano? Anong nalaman nya? Ha?!

"The night before your wedding day... nagkita pa ulit kami ni Alfred at... may nangyari samin Blair. The last night of his singlehood was spent with me. At...." humawak sya sa tiyan nya. "I'm pregnant Blair. I'm not just fat, I'm having ALfred's another baby."

At hindi ko na napigilan ang kamay ko. Nasampal ko sya ng sobrang lakas.

"How dare you?! Ang desperada mo naman! Nagpabuntis ka pa sa iba para lang makuha mo sakin si Alfred?!"