One 'Hidden Secret' in the Palace

Part 27

Flashback

In School

Sports period

Nandini was lonely sitting in classroom and thinking about sudden these change.

"Really I am still in confusing state that what happen last night between me and Yuvaraj is it correct? or not? ohh God. One side Amms and other side Yuvaraj.  He is telling me that we are not wrong.  It was not any mistake. . I know he love me very much. He cares for me.  He trust me and I trust him too.. I know he never leave me alone.  But then really it was not a mistake then why my heart somewhere telling me that it is totally wrong. . Last night I was just go with flow. Because that time I need someone.  To console me.  If I will look towards Amms then I feel that It is wrong. But when I look towards Yuvaraj then I feel it is right according to his way.  "Nandini pov.

Nandini hold her head in her hand. she was looking so much depressed.

"Ohh God. what is wrong with me..?? I am really getting sandwich between Amms and Yuvaraj.  One side I know Amms upbringing is not wrong,   never.  And other side Yuvaraj' s love for me.  But really is these love.  I know he never did again his mistake jo unhone 3 saal 1le ki thi.. He was always behaving with me good in limits. He never crossed his limits in these years. But last night I said him to do all these.  He was telling me I can stop him. But I was deaf that time.. I was getting selfish. Never thought there consequences. Then now how can I say that he is wrong.  He is not wrong.  Infact I was wrong. . I did these all messed.  I am responsible for all these.  He was just came to me that night for asking me how I am?? I am fine or not.. Infact he had no any idea about Amms death.  I told him everything.  I was totally shattered.  He was just handling me. consoling me.  when I got normal he was about go but I stopped him.  And then these happened. Which is now I can't forget nor even change.  I loose my dignity. . Maine apne hatho se khudki life ruined Kar di.  I ruined everything. . "Tears were flowing from her eyes.

"Now how can I tell him to him to stop all these.  It's starts from me and I know I cannot stop all these. But how?? If I will again say him that these is wrong Then he will be angry on me again. He will never listen my anything. . Already he have these. . But he promised me that time.  But I purposely ruined everything.  I know he will never understand. . He will not leave me.  "Nandini. .

Nandini's life was going as it is after these. Manik never listen her anything. . He was always doing what he want.  Manik was getting intimated with her many times. Wherever,   Whenever he want. .She want to deny him but not. She was always a helpless doll in front of him.

After one month

Nandini got messaged.  Nandini had a one small phone now.. .Not smartphone.. .It was just simple phone. Only incoming and outgoing. Her Amms Old phone. she read that message. .

"After School wait for me.. I am coming. "Manik messaged her.

Nandini scared.

"What Yuvaraj is coming. But he said that ki he will come after an one week from Switzerland. But suddenly?"Nandini was lost in her thoughts.

Again her phone beeped..

"Reply???"Manik..

Nandini was looking that message.

"Now I have to give him reply. otherwise when he will come he will be mad at me.”Nandini pov.

"Yuvaraj I have to go for an extra Maths Class.  Vandana Mam' s house.  It's important.  After one month I have my boards. so Please  it's impossible now.. .Please  I am sorry. "Nandini heisted press send button.