The Break up Plan (Completed) [R-18]

34 : Key

It was still his car three years ago.

Pare pareho 'tong mga Jaguars na 'to. Hindi sila marunong magpalit ng kotse.

Luis never threw Sin, yung kotse nila ni Gabby.

And Blue still has Ram, nalaman ko lang ang pangalan ng kotse niya noon kay Code.

Si Code lang naman kase ang walang maitatago sa kanilang lahat eh.

He's never good at hiding.

Unlike this man I'm with now.

Kulang na lang, maitago na niya lahat eh. Hindi ko siya kailanman nagawang basahin.

He drove of, tahimik ko lamang siyang pinagmamasdan habang nagmamaneho siya.

He's still the same Blue I knew, three years ago. Siya at siya parin ang nasa harapan ko. Nagbago man ang itsura niya, hindi ko naman kase maikakailang masgumwapo pa siya ngayon, alam kong siya parin ang Blue na nakilala ko.

His eyes speaks of everything. Batid kong pagod na rin ang lalaking 'to galing sa biyahe.

" Kailan ka babalik?" Me and my big mouth. It was just a question playing in my head but not for me to blurt it out.

" Babalik lang ako pagkasama na kita" He said calmly. Na para bang wala lang sa kanya ang naitanong ko bigla.

" Bakit ka umuwi, Blue" Why the sudden act? I asked him.

" Umuwi ako dahil sa 'yo. Hindi ka tumupad sa usapan, Babe." Ramdam ko ang hinanakit niya sa boses niya.

" Tatlong taon Makky. Tatlong taon lang ang hinihingi ko sa 'yo. Iwasan mong mahulog sa iba. Don't you dare fall in love with somebody else aside from me. And don't think of entering into a relationship ahead of time. Alagaan mo ang sarili mo para sa akin. At makakaasa ka ring ganoon din ang gagawin ko. Expect that everything will be different once I come back and claim you as mine" His words were voiced out like a promise and a threat at the same time.

Hanggang ngayon, memoryadong memoryado ko parin ang mga katagang iniwan niya sa akin bago siya umalis.

" Hindi mo kailanman madidiktahan ang puso, Blue. Sometimes, words aren't enough to make a person hold on to that" I told him.

" I know Makky. But that wasn't just a promise I made, three years ago. It was a commitment I am bound to make it happen now. Kung hindi mo lang sana agad ako sinalubong ng selos." He said.

" Naaalala mo pa ba 'yung sinabi ko sa 'yo noon? Do you still remember every word I told you. Because Makky, I still do" He added.

Damang dama ko ang bawat emosyong lumalabas sa bawat salitang sinasabi niya

Expect that everything will be different once I come back and claim you as mine.

" But nothing changed Blue." Ganoon parin naman ang nararamdaman ko para sa 'yo.

Moving on was all I wanted but moving on wasn't just for me.

" I didn't leave because of nothing Makky. I left because I wanted to be worthy of your heart. Of your love that I wasn't before. I have hurt you so damn many times, Makky. But I still am fucking confident that I still have your heart" He almost whispered the last line.

" Nothing changed after all" He smiled

" As well as my love for you" He continued.

" I'm glad you still have my ring with you" Damn it!

I looked at the sea completely ignoring what he said, halos malapit na ding lumubog ang araw. Batid ko din na umitim ako dahil sa sobrang pagbabad ko sa araw ngayon.

" Next time we come here, you won't be wearing that anymore. Ayokong pinagpipyestahan ang katawan mo. I know you have a body that makes every man want to bed you, Makky. You can wear shorts but not bikinis" He muttered.

" Hayaan mo na ako, para naman may manligaw na rin sa akin. I know what I'm doing Blue. I won't just spread out my legs to someone I don't love" I told him.

" You wouldn't Makky. That's not theirs." He said.

I don't want us talking about this kind of matter.

" It's nice celebrating your own birthday you know. For almost three years, I haven't celebrated mine, kaya ko rin siguro nakalimutang masaya magcelebrate ng birthday ko." I told him.

Mom and dad are surely waiting for me at home. We'll eat dinner together later. Buti nga at pinayagan nila akong icelebrate ang birthday ko kasama ang aking mga kaibigan.

" Happy birthday Makky." He almost said in a whisper before handing me something.

Nagulat na lamang ako ng makita ko kung ano 'yun.

It was a necklace with a ring as its pendant.

" That's for infinity, Makky" He whispered before he stood up and wore the necklace on me.

I always forget to remove this necklace. I always tell myself to remove it but days pass, and I just can't do it.

" Aalisin ko mamaya" Bulong ko na siyang naging dahilan ng pagkuyom ng mga kamao niya.

" Huwag na, nakita ko na eh. Tangina Makky, ayokong naagawan pagdating sa 'yo. I saw a picture of you and that fucking Seranilla. Abogado din pala ang gago, kaya pala ang lakas ng loob niyang kalabanin ako." His voice mixed with threat and pain.

" Nawala lang ako ng tatlong taon Makky, may nagtangka na agad" He continued.

" Seryoso ka ba Blue. Do you seriously want me to seat beside you and Venice. Hell, magkaprangkahan na tayo ngayon, I am not going to hurt myself again" I said

I tried leaving but he stopped me once more.

" Alvarez" I said

" Stay unattached then, Makky." Prangka niyang saad sa akin

" What" I asked.

" Don't be in another man's embrace" He is not telling me those things now.

" I'm leaving"

I suddenly remembered what happened again before.

" You don't own the time, Blue. Hindi lahat ng pagkakataon, aayon sa 'yo." I told him. He should know that he cannot manipulate anything that he wants to.

" I don't care for as long you would still choose me, Babe" He said.

Agad naman akong napatingin sa kanya.

" You're still the same Blue I've known three years ago" I muttered to him

I saw him smile

" And you're still My Makky. You've always been My Makky" He said

" Potatow" Pahabol pa niyang saad.

" You shut up Alvarez" I told him

He just laughed at what I said

Saglit ko namang tinignan ang dinaraanan namin. It wasn't the way to my house.

" Where the heck are you bringing me Blue" I asked him. Panick is evident in my voice.

" What Babe. Itatanan na kita. I'll bring you home. And when I say home, I mean it" He said while having a dangerous smile in his face.

And when I said Dangerous.

It means the word itself

Damn it!

Even his smiles are of the devil himself.

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