The Break up Plan (Completed) [R-18]

41 : Photograph

Break up Plan :
It's not a picture. It's a photograph

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Makky

" Nagseselos ako, Makky" Bulong niya bago tuluyang tumayo paalis harapan ko.

Ilang segundo akong napatitig sa baso ng kape na kanyang iniwan.

I followed him.

I literally followed him.

" Will you please stop Mr. Alvarez. Daig mo pa ang bata kung umasta ngayon. Pinagtimpla kita ng kape tapos iiwan mo lang ganun ba iyun. Nagpatimpla ka pa. At sino sa tingin mo ang iinom nun, ako?" Dahil sa pagkainis ko sa kanya, pati yung kape, pinagbuntungan ko ng asar.

Pinasadahan niya ng kanyang mga daliri ang kanyang buhok bago siya tumingin sa akin.

" Tangina Makky, nagtatrabaho ako para sa 'yo tapos dadatnan kitang kasama ang lalaking pinagseselosan ko. Ginagago mo ba ako? O sadyang gusto mo lang maghiganti sa akin. I know I've done wrong. I know I know I've done more than what we both believe is wrong but seeing you with another man is a total bullshit Makky. You don't even reply at my text. You don't answer my calls because what huh, Makky. Because you are so damn busy with your man. Bakit, does he kiss better than me? Masmagaling ba siyang humalik sa akin. Or is he fucking better in bed than me. Tell me Makky, masmagaling ba siya sa kama kaysa sa akin?" Napasampal agad ako sa kanya dahil sa galit na aking naramdaman.

" Ganyan na ba talaga ang tingin mo sa akin ha, Blue. Ganyan na ba kababaw ang pagtingin mo sa akin. How dare you accuse me of such thing I don't even think of doing it. Tangina Alvarez, kung hindi mo ako kayang respetuhin bilang babae, respetuhin mo sana ako bilang isang tao" Matigas kong saad sa kanya.

" Tangina Makky, anong tawag mo sa ginawa niyo kanina ng gagong lalaki mo" Galit niya ring saad sa akin.

" We talked" Kalmado kong saad sa kanya.

" You talked? What the fuck for? For him to say how much he loves you. And for you to say how much you love him back? The fuck with that bullshit Makky" Damn it! How dare him

" Ang kapal ng mukha mong husgahan ako Blue. Ni hindi mo ako tinanong kung ano ang pinag-usapan namin. You just jumped into conclusions and accused me falsely" May halong sakit ang pagkakasabi kong iyon sa kanya.

" Anong gusto mong isipin ko Makky. What then did you talk about? His favorite food? His favorite subject in school? Your favorite color? Your favorite dress? What do you think would I think Makky huh? Or the way he is better in bed than me?" I was about to slap him more when he suddenly held me by my hand and crashed his body against me.

" Tangina Makky, ginagawa akong gago ng pagmamahal ko sa 'yo" He whispered. Pinagdikit niya ang aming noo. At ramdam ko ang bigat ng bawat hinga niya at ang tibok ng kanyang puso.

" You don't trust me enough Blue. Masakit isipin na ganyan na pala ang tingin mo sa akin. How would we even manage to be together if this simple thing would make us say such brutal words. Hanggang saan ang kaya nating gawin Blue. We started at enemies. Are we perhaps going to end up as enemies again? Kung sa tingin mo ay kaya kitang lokohin ng ganun ganun na lang, baka hindi ako ang babaeng hinahanap mo Blue. Because you cannot just do that to me. Hindi ko hahayaang pagsalitaan mo ako ng ganun. I'm not someone who just make someone else's bed warm, Blue. I am not that woman" I spoke with so much bitterness in my heart. Hindi ko lubos isipin na darating ang araw na magkakaganito kaming pareho.

I saw him clench his fist for a moment. I stayed silent the moment I saw him do it. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang tumatakbo sa isip ni Blue ngayon. I don't even know what he is thinking of doing now. He also did the same. Pinalibutan kami ng isang nakakabingibg katahimikan pagkatapos ng mga salitang binitawan namin sa isa't isa.