The Break up Plan (Completed) [R-18]

22 : Papers

Break up Plan :
Papers are essentially made for a lot of purposes but it isn't made for something you tend to throw away after you used it.

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Josh Blue Alvarez

" I've never wanted something, Makky. Not until you came" I said to the only woman my eyes are looking at. She looks so damn beautiful even with her angry face. That's why I fell for this girl the moment my eyes laid on her.

I saw how her eyes widened at what I've said. I victoriously smiled

I've got you, Babe

This is how I wanted her to react everytime I secretly confess what I feel. It's so damn hard to hide it, Makky. If only you know how much I struggle on hiding what I feel for you.

" I don't want to hear another word, Blue. Don't make me fall in love with you again. Hindi ka man lang ba nahihiya sa mga ginagawa mo? You are doing something a taken man is not suposed to do. Ano na lang ang sasabihin sa akin ni Venice kung nagkataon? Blue ayoko ng masabihan ng mang-aagaw" She told me. But that's not what I want her to feel.

I want her to fall in love with me all over again.

All over again.

I don't want her to stop loving me.

I fucking know I'm being a selfish bastard here but that's my only advantage. If I have her heart then everything will be so fucking easy for me.

" You are not that woman, Makky. And you will never be that woman. Paano ka magiging mang-aagaw kung wala ka namang inaagaw." I told her. I saw her made a face at what I said

" Potatow" I muttered to her.

" You shut up Alvarez" She told me. That has always been her line everytime I confess my feelings for her.

" Potatow" I repeated

I love you

I won't get tired of saying that to her until she realizes it. Until she understands that.

" Potatow!" She said back to me. I wanted to kiss her the moment she said that back.

" You want to bully me. I'll bully you back. Akala mo ikaw lang ang kayang mambully, puwes papantayan kita" She said.

" I like that. You can call me Potatow whanever you want and be sure to finish it with a kiss. I'll be much happy to hear that and kiss you back" I said. I saw her angry face and it makes me want to just hug and kiss her.

" You dimwit! You are arghhh!" She's mad at me. But I don't care at all. As long as she gets to be with me and I get to say I love you to her.

I stopped the car infront of her house. I'm happy her dad and her mom is already at home. Kailangan ko pa kaseng ligawan ang kanyang mga magulang. I need them if in case Makky will think of being genius again and do the unexpected.

I need to make a name infront of them. I don't want them to see me as someone who bullies her which isn't fucking true. I want them to see me as someone who has plans for their daughter.

And an I love you will never be a fucking bully. It's a confession I fucking make every single day.

" Tara na sa loob. Andito na pala si tito. Makikipagkuwentuhan pa ako eh." I said before getting out of the car.

" You are not allowed to go inside my house, Alvarez" I heard her say. I smirked.

" Why wouldn't I? Nakapasok nga ako sa puso mo, sa bahay mo pa kaya" I said. I used a joke to let her allow me to enter her house