prosthetic leg ⚣ joshler [✔︎]

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i looked out the window, everything was so hollow. so empty. i related to the vacancy. so pure but so deep.

it was dark. the darkest hour of the night. dawn. it's said that dawn is the darkest hour. right before the sunrise. i think it's beautiful, because it means that the sun will rise and we can try again. it's also so sad, the sun has to rise and we have to get going with our miserable lives.

another sleepless night, i thought to myself. the pillows that were placed so beautifully on my bed hadn't been touched for days. i didn't even wanna try to sleep.

nightmares. terrifying.

i felt the need to cry. but my canaliculus had a long time ago dried out. i tried. i tried so hard. but nothing could make me cry. i was empty. numb.

i'll be good.
hopefully.

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