STEP BROTHER [LK] - COMPLETED

34. Run

"What is happening with your finger?" Jennie unnie grab my hand show my index finger to me. I already take care of it with medicine and else, it's nothing to worry.

"I cut my finger lately." I said but she seems not satisfied. "Soomi accidentally pushing my arm when I were cutting chicken." She sigh and then worriedly looking at me.

"Look. We need to talk about this after charity." I look at her confuse. What's to talk about, it's only a finger. I dance with my hip and my leg, I sing with my mouth. So why? "Immediately." She add then take my hand down setting me free.

You're my sun, one and only in this world
I bloom for you, but you make me thirsty
It's too late, too late
I can't live without you
Even if I'm drying out, I try harder to reach you

I like the lyric, but why did they always make the sad one. The beat seems energetic but the meaning is so hurtful.

But it's no use, it's a dream to be broken
I run and run, but I'm not getting anywhere
Just burn me out, yes
Keep pushing me away
This is a fool, crazy in love, chasing in circles

I look at Jennie unnie when Yoongi oppa sing the lyric, can't she feel it? Just how much he love her.

Make me run, make me run more
Let my feet rip apart with wounds
At least I can smile when I see you

I run, run, run - I can't stop
Run, run, run again - I can't help it
This is all I can do anyway
All I know is how to love you

Run, run, run again - It's okay to fall
Run, run. Run, again - It's okay to get hurt
I'm alright, even if I can't have you
Pitiful destiny, point your finger at me

Everyone says it's over, but I can't stop
Is this sweat or tear, I can't really tell oh

My love stripped bare, the stormy winds
They make me run again, my heart beats again

I'm chasing butterflies, so lost in dreams
I follow your traces
Show me the way, please stop me
Let me breathe

"Are you sure you are okay?" Rose keep asking me when I run right after the guys ended their performance. It has to be us the next to perform, but i need time so Jisoo and Jennie unnie talk to the crew. I am so grateful that they are taking care of me. I am still broken, one little touch could make my heart crack again.

"I don't know why did I keep crying like this. I am sorry." I said wipe my wet eyes with the tissue carefully so the make up won't be messed. I must be strong, he is happy, he is happy with his love. I need to be strong. He needs to protect what he wanted to protect, she never know how to defending while me, I can burn the university if I want. It's all only about the time.

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"He is glaring at me even until now." Yoongi oppa keep me the update of Jeon Jungkook who's now sitting with his sister behind our desk. It's a wrong move to go this place, but I can't just ask Yoongi oppa to go. He said he love americano from this café.