Poetry of 2015-2017

07.11.17

They way you talk about my body and wanting to do things with my body.

I still can't imagine you doing this before with somebody.

Us, together, it felt so good

You always put me in my special mood

Since we're not together now

Wanting to see my body sometimes makes me frown

We haven't really texted today

Haven't really said much this day

You're liking confusing me

Like trying to read a map as if we have somewhere to be.

I miss your touch

Oh, so much

And I miss the way your hands feel

It heals me

It's like I'm exposing to you

As if you haven't seen this before

I can't tell if I'm just someone to mess around with

So you can not  disappear

Reappear as if we are in this together

I can't tell

You're so confusing sometimes

But I like it because it's like a surprise

And you're still the best damn thing in my eyes

And I just want you

All of you

I want to intertwine my fingers in your hair

I want to cup my hands to your cheeks

I want to spend more days and weeks with you

I want to drive you crazy

Don't care how many times you tell me to stop

I want to shift my body down more

Do something I've never done before

Take control

I want your soul

I want you

Even though you make me confused and don't know a damn clue.

How you got me to hear about you talking about my body and wanting to do things to my body.