(A/N: this part will be from Negan's point of view! Hope you enjoy ❤️)
I was sitting next to Simon in the truck as we filed into Alexandria to do our daily routine where we take half of Rick's shit blah blah blah, you already know how we run things. Rick & his girlfriend Michonne stand at the front of the gate waiting for me. I look at Rick & can't help but smile. I get a sense of....happiness when I see him. I can't really explain it. I hop out of the truck & walk over to where Rick & Michonne are standing.
"Guess who's here??" I say holding the word 'here' out kind of singing it. Rick looks down at his feet with a stern look on his face.
"All the food you want is at the usual place, it's in the food department where the filing cabinets are. Most of our canned goods are on the shelves." Michonne says holding her head high. I look over at Rick who won't look me in the eye. I feel a sense of sadness but I brush it off. I have Simon & the rest of the saviors go & get everything, I'm too fucking lazy to get things myself.
"So Michonne...that's your name right?" I say as I wander over to her.
"Yes...It is" She says sounding almost annoyed that I wasn't sure what her name was.
"Do you mind leaving for a moment so Rick & I can chat?" I smile as she walks away towards the blue house that I assumed was where her & Rick stayed.
Finally Alone! I say in my mind.
"So...Rick you look handsome today" I say licking my lips thinking of all the things I want to do to him. Luckily, he's too busy staring at the floor that he doesn't notice me licking my lips when looking at him.
"Thanks, I guess?" Rick says in annoyance.
"I wish you didn't always have such a goddamn rude tone towards me. Why do you have to to fucking be so rude?" I say basically yelling in his face.
"You bashed two of my friends' brains out to the point where I was covered in their blood, so do you blame me for being rude?!" He says as he lifts his head up & I notice tears form In his eyes. Rick tries to cover them up & wipes his eyes as he walks away.
"Rick" I say as I put my hand on his shoulder stopping him from walking away "I'm sorry about that, I really am. " it was true, I was sorry. "But after you killed my men...what else was I supposed to do? I can't let things like that slide."
Rick looks back at me, his baby blue eyes heavy from clearly getting no sleep. I felt a sense of guilt in that moment. I felt it even worse as Rick walked away.
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So I know this chapter made absolutely no sense & it was kind of all over the place but the idea I originally had was really good but I didn't know how to get it to properly work during this specific chapter so I gave up on it. Please comment & give me your thoughts / opinions! Hope you enjoyed.
