Chaos (Encre's Multiverse story)

Chapter 12

Gaster and I are walking around and I see the kid.  The kid smiles at me and I wave at them shyly from beside Gaster.  "Go play with them."  Gaster says.  The kid comes over and I look up at Gaster.  I let go of him shyly and the kid grabs my hand.  Gaster puts a flower crown on my head and I pout. The kid laughs and I smile slightly.  "Are you alright?" I hear suddenly and I nod. "Why do you not come outside anymore? Was it because that old person hurt you?"  They ask.  I blush but nod.  "Why were they calling you mean names?"  They ask.  "He used to be a close friend to me, but our universe is breaking apart. It will be destroyed soon.  I left because everyone started to change.  They became mean and not nice anymore.  He gave me this scar."  I say running my hand along the scar across my eye.  "I never knew Skeleton's could scar."  They laugh.  I nod with a frown on my face. They let go of my hand and they sit down.  I hadn't realized we had been walking.  I stand awkwardly in the field of flowers, till the kid tells me to sit down and help him make flower crowns.  I laugh and help him build my own grave.

A few days later I am dancing around in the field of flowers.  I spin and I just dance to the music that is in my head.  I am feeling free of all my worries and I dance with soundless rhythm.  I remember me and Fallacy dancing and it causes me to trip.  I use my falling to do a few backhand springs and land before I start dancing again.  I keep dancing then I feel like I am being watched and I stop embarrassed since I rarely dance freely. Then there is that presence and I just sit down playing with the flowers.  "Encre... Stand and come with me..." I hear suddenly.  I turn and see Fallacy there.  "No... Please... I... I did... Not do anything wrong... I swear... I swear Fallacy, I did not."  I plead with tears streaming down my face. Fallacy's eyes widen and he reaches towards me.  I am terrified as I beg him not to hurt me. "Please!!! What did I do??? What did I do???"  I beg him to answer me.  Suddenly there is a flash and magic is encasing me.  I break down into tears and I start to break down mentally.  I feel arms go around me and cover my mouth.  I see Gaster in front of me and I reach for him.  His eyes widen and he grabs my hands.  I am slowly being let go of and I try to get into Gaster's arms.  "What is that gas?" I hear distantly and I rest my head on Gaster's shoulder like I always do.  I only ever do that with people I trust.  I wrap my arms around his neck and I am being carried.  "SAVE HIM!!!" I hear.  I then see that I am bleeding and I get scared.  "Encre... Look at me, I want you to bite my hand." I hear. I nod and I look up, extending my fangs.  My teeth dig into something and I start to feel sick.  I cry out in panic and I pull away suddenly I feel like I am on fire.  "The gas is disappearing quickly!" I hear.  Suddenly I am trembling and there is blood everywhere.  "I trusted you... I trusted you!!!"  I cry out before I start to feel weak. There is the sound of running and then I realize someone used gas on me.  I feel betrayed by the people I cared about again. "We can't catch a break, why is he always bleeding?"  I hear.  Dream, Cross and Gaster are in front of me and I feel angry.  "I trusted you... I trusted you. I TRUSTED YOU!!!"  I cry out in anger. I then run off and it takes me a second to go out of sight. 

It has been a week now and I have been suffering from a fever the past few days. I am curled up in a tree since the environment does not affect me most of the time.  I am hungry past point but I sing a song that brings tears to my eyes.

"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine

You make me happy when skies are grey

You never know, dear, how much I love you

Please don't take my sunshine away

The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping

I dreamt I held you in my arms

When I awoke, dear, I was mistaken

So I hung my head, and I cried

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine

You make me happy when skies are grey

You never know, dear, how much I love you

Please don't take my sunshine away

I'll always love you and make you happy

If you could only say the same

But if you leave me to love another,

You'll regret it all some day

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine

You make me happy when skies are grey

You never know, dear, how much I love you

Please don't take my sunshine away.

You told me once dear

That you really loved me

And no one else could come between

Well now you have left me and loved another.

You have shattered all of my dreams

'Cause you are my sunshine

My only sunshine

You make me happy 

When skies are grey.

You'll never know dear, just how much I loved you

Please don't take my sunshine away

No, please don't take my sunshine away."

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A tear rolls down my cheek and I hug myself thinking about Fallacy. I feel betrayed and hurt. I feel like I am going to faint but I remain awake. I see my friend that I had been playing with a week ago. "Encre! I know you are here! I heard you singing! Please!!! I'm lost. I lost mama!!!" He is crying. I go down to him shyly and he hugs himself. "I'm right here..." I say shyly. He turns around and runs to me. He hugs me and I hug him back. I start crying hugging him and we cry together. We are hugging each other tightly and I feel better.  He pulls back and sees me with tears still.  I wipe away my tears.  "You look sick... Help me find mama and she will help you feel better."  The kid says.  I just shake my head slowly, but listen to my surroundings.  I then hear the kid's mother and I pick him up.  He looks confused as I carry him till we are near her.  I set him down and he runs over to her.  I just turn and walk back into the forest silently. 

A month later and I have become near death ill.  A portal opens up and a large monster is there. It seems to be injured.  It collapses and the portal closes. I rush over and its eyes widen. "You're supposed to be dead."  They say.  "Hm." I say using what little magic I have left to heal him.  My eyes have begun to lose colour and I have dark circles under my eyes. "You are different from before, Encre."  They say.  I just nod tiredly.  "What happened to your magic?" He asks. "It's this world. It keeps down the magic to just a living amount of the most negative monster here."  I answer softly.  "Then come back with me." They say. "Nightmare is keeping me here, Underdarkness Sans."  I state.  "Why? It isn't like he is protecting you from Fallacy." He huffs. "I know... But they think I am pregnant, and they are probably waiting the eleven months to make sure it dies."  I state.  "That is insane!!! Your kind NEED mass amounts of magic to keep the baby alive!!! That is literally sending you to your death!!!" Darkness growls.  "I know... That's why I can't trust anyone anymore, not even some of my closest friends like you."  I answer with a soft smile as clear tears roll down my cheek.  "You're losing emotion and feeling... That is one of the ways you die, Encre."  Darkness says.  "I no longer care to live... I just want to exist now, just like before." I mutter. "Encre..." Darkness says before laughing madly  "YOU'VE LOST IT!!! YOU FUCKING LOST IT!!!!" My face falls blank and there is nothing there.  All colour disappears and then there is a swirl of red in my eyes as I begin laughing too.  My laugh is hysterical as it picks up pitch and it becomes an insane laugh. Then I go quiet and grab my head, falling to my knees as tears stream down my face. Darkness then hugs me tightly even though he is injured.  He holds me as I cry. "Bite into me Encre."  He says then says "Oh wait... Maybe you shouldn't... You'll end up dead."  I bite into him gently so he doesn't notice.  His hold on me loosens as he says "Encre... I feel off."  I nod and retract my fangs as I fall limp in his arms. Then everything goes black.