!!!!!!!!The song above is one of my favorites, but it does have a reference to drugs and alcohol. It may be mature for young readers. Watch at your own will. This is your warning.!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Day 3
Finley
I wake up to the load ring of the alarm. I groan and rub that sleep out of my eyes. It feels like I've only been asleep for 8 seconds. I climb out of bed, and grab my robe before going to the bathroom.
I turn on the hot water and wait for it to get warm. When it does, I take off my pajamas and get in. I wash my hair and body. I sit for a minute and let the water run over me, and just think. My eyes travel over to my razor. I pick it up and grab the can of shaving cream. I shave, but hesitate before putting the razor down.
Whimpering I dig it into my skin and watch the blood run down the drain. I wash off, and get out of the shower. I dry my hair, and put it up into a loose ponytail. I put on a very small amount of makeup, and wrap my robe around my body.
When I'm finally done, I walk to my room, and go stand in front of my closet to find my outfit. I end up settling for a black skater skirt that reaches mid thigh, and a periwinkle blue, cut off sweater. I put on a pair of black flats, and walk to my jewelry box. I put on my pearl necklace, and a leather braided bracelet. When I'm finally happy with my appearance I go downstairs to make breakfast.
I know I have a chance to redo my life, but I'm starting to remember why I chose to kill myself in the first place, and I'm only three days in. It's never-ending. I have to make sure that everything is perfect all the time. I mean, I practically am raising my little brother, all while working a job, keeping my grades up, and taking care of house work. I should be allowed to have my life, a normal teen's life, but no. I'm stuck having to live the life of a single parent at the mere age of 16, all while going to school. That's a little messed up. Don't you think? Not only do I have to live with the knowledge that my mother doesn't care and my Dad committed suicide, but I half to deal with what happened 10 months ago too. I'm sick of having my life ripped away from me, because no one cares. I know that killing myself wasn't the right choice, I left my brother behind to deal with it all on his own, but there are so many other things that were brought by that, because I made the decision to swallow 6 too many prescription pills. Yes, at the moment that sounds rather appealing, but when you think about the long term affect, it isn't worth it. Yes, I know I'm depressed. Yes, I know that I should probably get help, but who am I going to tell? I can't tell my mom, and I have no one else. Plus, I can't think about that right now, I have to save Ryder, and I can't take anymore time out of my schedule. Oh, and not to mention I have someone's life in my hands! If I don't succeed Ryder is going to die, and so am I. That's a lot of pressure on a 16 year old girl's shoulders.
I snap out of my thoughts, when I hear someone clear their throat. I turn around quickly and see my Mom. "Why are you crying," she asks, looking at me with an expression that says, "I don't really care, but I don't want to be rude."
I bring my hand up to my face, and feel the tears on my face. I didn't even realize I was crying. What's wrong with me?"Um... hormones," I say unconvincingly, but she took it as a answer nonetheless.
"Okay, but I'll make breakfast this morning. Does french toast sound good," she asks.
I stare at her with a shocked expression, "Are you sure?"
"Yes of course! Now go clean up your face, your makeup is running," she said giving me a small smile. I turn and start towards the bathroom, "Oh... and Finley... I love you."
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Short Story•••••••COMPLETED••••••• Finley commits suicide, and instantly knows she's made a mistake. But now she is dead, there's no going back now. Or is there? If Finley wants her life back then she has to save someone from doing the same. All she has t...