Twinception / Originalshipping (Editing)

Chapter 19: Trouble

My heart dropped to the pit of my stomach. He found out some other way, my life is
over. "I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" I screamed. "How could you cheat on me?! I loved you!"
Green yelled while tears were pouring out of his eyes. "I'm sorry!" I said, now crying.
"How could you do it with my own brother?!" He cried. "I don't know, I couldn't control
it!" I tried to explain. "You are a piece of shit Red!" Green spat as he started to walk
back to his house. "Green!" I shouted as I chased after him. "Go away!" He shouted as I
grabbed his arm. "Please, let me explain." I said while turning him to face me. His face
was red and puffy. I could see anger and hurt in his eyes. The emotions that I was
feeling were unbearable. I didn't realize how much this was gonna hurt. "You better
have a damn good explanation." He said sternly. I don't have a good explanation. All of
this was avoidable, if only I had self control. "Who told you about this situation?" I
asked quietly. "Gold. Blue told him everything and Gold told me." He answered with a
scowl. Gold?! That bastard! He ruined my plan! What am I talking about, I deserved it.
"Blue came onto me! He made me do it!" I said. "He raped you? Twice?" He asked with
a confused face. "N-no, but he started it. I couldn't control myself." I explained. "That's
where your self control comes in. He knew that this would hurt me, and your sister, you
did a horrible thing!" He yelled. I started crying even harder when he said that. He's
completely right. It hurts so badly coming from him. "Will you forgive me? I'll never do
it again!" I begged. "Go fuck yourself." Green spat as he walked away. I didn't even
bother to chase after him. I sat down on the curb and stayed there. 'Go fuck yourself.'
Knowing me, I probably would. I didn't even get to fully explain my argument to him,
even though it's shitty. I need to ease this pain. I got up from the curb and walked back
into my house. I opened Mom's liquor cabinet and found a bottle of Jack. I didn't even
bother pouring a glass, I just chugged the bitch. I drank way more than I should have,
and stumbled onto the floor. Everything was dizzy, but then it went back to normal. I
need my phone. I need to talk to Green. I could feel the alcohol start to kick in when I
was going up the stairs. I couldn't find each step. I managed to climb all of the steps and
got into my bedroom. I stumbled in and found my phone. I started crying when I saw
that I had a message from Green at eleven this morning, but I didn't have my phone on
me. "Hey." Someone said.

"What the hell?" I said, looking around my room. I saw that the window was open,
and saw a dark figure on the couch in my room. The couch that Green helped me move
when I first got here. "Who are you?" I asked. "It's me." The person said. Shit, it's Blue. I
could tell by the voice. "Get out." I said. I'm not going through this again. "Oh come on,
I wanted to see you." Blue said, while walking towards me. "No, leave." I demanded.
"You smell like liquor, what have you been doing?" He asked, wrapping an arm around
me. "Get off me. You ruined everything!" I yelled. "Oh really? How?" He snickered. "You
made Green leave me!" I cried. "You could have stopped me, but you didn't. This is all
on you." He taunted. "Get out!" I screamed, crying even harder now. All Blue did was
laugh, and kissed me on the cheek. "Get off!" I yelled as I shoved him to the ground. I
should have done that weeks ago. "You deserve what's coming to you Red. No one
rejects me." He said as he left the room. What? What does he mean? Did he tell Gold
this on purpose? Did he plan this? I need Green. I need him so badly. But what's
coming to me? I'll ask Silver.

"Hey, so Green found out about me and Blue."
"Damn, you okay?"
I explained everything that has happened.
"You're gonna have a rough time at school. No one rejects Blue."
"What do you mean?"
"Last year, a girl rejected Blue and he started a rumor that she let the whole football
team have sex with her. Everyone believed him since everyone loved Blue. Every dumb
girl at that school worships him."
"Oh, will he do the same with me?"
"Who knows, it's Blue. You're the first guy he's probably ever fucked. I don't know how
he'll react to it."
"Thanks for the help, I appreciate it."
"Good luck."

Great. I'm broken hearted, and in danger. There's no telling what Blue will do to me.
I'm not too focused on that right now. I still need to text Green.
"I'm so sorry, I know that I fucked up. Silver told me that I have a problem. Please
forgive me!"
I didn't get a reply from him. I'll just go to sleep. Sleep will make me forget about this
awful night. I am a horrible person.