Twinception / Originalshipping (Editing)

Chapter 17: The Confession

     I sat there in shock. I wanted to jump out of the window. How did Leaf find out about
me and Blue?! I couldn't speak. All I could do was stare into Leaf's calm eyes. Why
wasn't she flipping her shit at me? "Wha-what?" I barely managed to ask. "When did
you start having sex with Blue?" She asked once again. How the hell is she so calm?
"What are you talking about?" I asked quietly, hoping that this was a joke and she was
only messing with me. "I saw you and Blue in his room earlier tonight." She said while
popping a potato chip in her mouth, focusing on the tv. I don't know how I feel about
this. Leaf isn't crying and screaming at me. She went psychotic when her boyfriend
during her freshmen year left her for some other girl. I'm surprised that I'm still
breathing. "Oh." I said quietly. "I went to basically yell at Blue for what he said to Green.
The door was cracked and I could see what you two were doing." She explained, not
even looking at me. "Um, are you upset?" I asked. That's it, she's gonna snap. She's
using her mind control shit right now. "Actually, no. I'm disappointed, but not mad.
Blue isn't exactly the best boyfriend. He's kind of an asshole. I've been wanting to break
up with him for some time. I mean, sure I liked him, but I didn't love him. I didn't want
to end things off so quickly. When he said those things to Green, I knew that I had to do
something. I was going to break up with him, but I saw you two in there. I kind of felt
relieved. I can break up with him for cheating on me. I'm disappointed that you cheated
on Green though, he's a great guy." She calmly explained. I was full out crying. I feel so
bad. My eyes were stinging and my vision was getting blurry. She's right. Green is a
great person. "I'm so, s-sorry." I managed to say in between the tears. "Why did you do
it?" She asked, looking right at me. "I couldn't, stop myself." I mustered. "Can you
explain how?" She asked while holding my hand. "Well, it first started when I ran into
him while I was running. He winked at me. I didn't think anything of it, so I let it pass.
Another time, I was bending over to put dishes in the dishwasher, and he slapped my
ass." I started. I feel so ashamed. "Did, did you two have sex?" She asked. I nodded my
head, feeling even more ashamed. "Have you had sex with Green?" She asked quietly. I
shook my head. "Oh." She said. I started to cry even more. "Please don't tell Green. I
want to tell him myself." I pleaded. I'm terrified to tell him. He's definitely gonna break
up with me. I really don't want to lose him. "I'm not gonna tell him, but I do want you to
actually tell him. It's not fair for him to be dating a cheater." She said while standing up.
I watched Leaf walk up the stairs, leaving me on the couch. I continued to cry and feel
sorry for myself until around ten. I can't let Mom see me like this. I turned off the tv and
walked up the stairs. All of this crying has given me a headache. I'm gonna go to bed, I'll
deal with this some more in the morning.

     I woke up from my restless sleep. I kept tossing and turning all night. I need to do
something today, alone. I got out of bed and took a long, hot shower. I stayed in the way
longer than I usually do. I was up early enough to hear Mom downstairs getting ready
for work. I got out of the shower when I heard the front door open and shut. I think that
I might explore the forest around my house. I put on a pair of basketball shorts and a
white t-shirt. I grabbed an apple from downstairs and walked outside. I walked across
the backyard and found a small path in the woods. I was amazed to see all of the
different types of Pokémon that lived here. There is a nest of Pikachu not too far from
the entrance. Maybe the Pikachu that Leaf and I raised will want to come play with
them. I sighed, I missed Pikachu. Ever since we've moved here I've been more focused
on other things. I continued walking until I found a giant rock. This looks like a nice
place to lay down.

     I kept thinking about all of the horrible events that took place these past few weeks. I
need to figure out the best time to tell Green. I don't want to tell him right away, he's
already hurt from what Blue said to him. It's gonna hurt a lot, but every action has a
consequence. I need more advice. I'm not gonna ask Mom, I don't wanna talk to her
about my sex life. That's just awkward and uncomfortable. Maybe I'll visit Silver. He
might have something useful. I was so wrapped up in my thoughts that I didn't even
notice Leaf was behind me. "So, you found my rock." She said while leaning on a tree.
"Your rock?" I asked, while turning to face her. "I come here to think, or when I want to
be alone." She explained while messing with a tree branch. "Sounds nice." I stated. We
didn't say anything for while until Leaf said, "I broke up with Blue." "Why?" I asked. I'm
kind of scared to hear her reply. "I told him that I didn't appreciate that he called you
and Green faggots. Obviously he's a horrible person for even saying that and then to do
sexual things with you. I didn't tell him it's because he's been cheating on me with you.
Green might find out." She explained. "Thanks Leaf." I said with a smile. "Are you
hungry?" She asked while walking towards me. I nodded my head. "Come on, I'll go
make us lunch." She said while locking our arms.