into her phenakistoscope

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Caught up in the same sin ,
but weren’t the partners in crime ;
I wish once more we lived ,
the way we did when
I was still the girl that flied ;

our endless conversations
of mental retardation ,
as weird as ever ,
the more persistent , the better ;

and our dreams of the far future ,
which would awe us
in our own disbelief ;
because , we would be
as unrealistic as ever,
as we never paid heed to the odds against our dreams that were fever ;

your funny face and
your awkwardly hilarious pace ,
teamed up with
my air headedness pretty well , I say ;

we were hard for them to fathom
and easy to criticize on ;

they never understood and never will ,
and we never even tried
cause , they were never noticed by our minds that were twins ;

I remember the day I had first seen you -
crashed into the classroom ,
fighting all through ;

now , when I think about it ,
I guess you looked like an anime ,
oh yes , you were animated , very ;

I’m at a fix how to thank you
for all those true laughs you
brought to my life unknowingly ;

I thought I was holding it on ,
but , see how I messed up again ;

so , I’ll smile a broken smile ,
being confused even if to curve one ;

and if you ever by a mistake
catch the glimpse of my eyes ,
do see how loud they’re screaming
a soul wrenching good bye ;

and in those expressions of good byes ,
if you’d still know me from the inside ,
you'll hear me screaming
‘ stay ’ ,
as you’ll walk by .

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[If this girl's words have
touched your soul ,
matter not how faint
the sensation felt ,
would you mind dears ?

if she wished for you to tap on that minuscule star beneath
and send kudos to her ,
please ?]  :)