Playlist for Scott:
Rikki Tikki Tavi - Fair to Midland
She - The Misfits
Dig Up Her Bones - The Misfits
Save Your Scissors - City and Colour
Sex Life - DRUGS
The Only Thing You Talk About - DRUGS
With Ears to See, and Eyes to Hear - Sleeping With Sirens
Self-Conclusion - The Spill Canvas
Puritania - Dimmu Dorgir
Loversick - On Broken Wings
Deepest Cut - Get Scared
Lua - Bright Eyes
Welcome to Bangkok - Brand New
Bullet Proof Heart - MCR
SCARECROW - MCR
Summertime - MCR
Vampire Money - MCR
If I Cut My Hair, Hawaii Will Sink - Chiodos
Lindsay, Quit Lollygagging - Chiodos
The Words "Best Friend" Become Redefined - Chiodos
All Nereids Beware - Chiodos
One Day, All Women Become Monsters - Chiodos
To Trixie and Reptile, Thanks For Everything - Chiodos
Baby, You Wouldn't Last Minute on the Creek - Chiodos
Inviting Eyes - The Word Alive
Automatic - Tokio Hotel
Forever Now - Tokio Hotel
Zoom Into Me - Tokio Hotel
Human Connect to Human - Tokio Hotel
If Only She Knew Voodoo Like I Do - Get Scared
Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For the Both of Us - MCR
Kill All Your Friends - MCR
So Much - The Spill Canvas
Sunsets and Carcrashes - The Spill Canvas
Where You Can't Follow - The HorrorPops
Box of Sharp Objects - The Used
A Decade Under the Influence - Taking Back Sunday
Lemon Muringe Tie - Dance Gavin Dance
She Wore Red - Our Innocence Lost
Two Songs by Alesana
Putting Holes in Happiness - Marylin Manson
A Song By Tsunami Bomb
Plastic Surgery Hall of Fame - Schoolyard Heros
Scott, ladies and gents, is my very first boyfriend. I dated him when we were 16, and I Hadn't seen him in about 3 years, and holy mother of fuck, did this kid grow up. See the photo on the side there? That's Scott. hnng.
I decided to add him on FB randomly a few weeks ago, and we started texting, and the day after I add him, he rides his bike/walks for two hours from his town to mine to hang out with me. I sat on his lap, his was wonderful, he tickled me, told me I hadn't changed at all, I touched his neck, told him he hadn't either.
He told me I was hot, that I really grew up and he thought I looked great. I told him that he really pulled off his piercing well and that he was gloriously attractive. I can out to him about being trans and he was okay with it.
While we waited for him mom to come pick him up because his bike got a flat, we sat on my lawn and looked at the stars, his arms wrapped around me, and I was leaning on him. We hugged tightly and promised to see each other again.
We've been texting every day since then, as well as IMing and skyping. We like each other...that way. He knows I'm trans and he's accepting, he's bi. We're taking things slowly and we're not official but I really want him to be my boyfriend and I really just want to see him and I feel all...idk. Like how you feel when you have a crush on someone and they like you too.
The day he was hanging out with me, and everytime I talk to him, I don't feel like killing myself. I'm happy when I'm talking to him or near him...
