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I didn't know that this is all happening right now, Seokjin planned something, setting me up to Jimin. Its just I can't help it but to feel hurt, I can't imagine that the person I love the most since I start realizing who really I am. He's the one who made me realize all things and who am I. Another can of beer, I threw the empty can somewhere not caring if my unit is mess or what, if no one care my feeling why should I care for my surrounding? Its useless tho, my life is now mess and i don't know how to fix it. Should i ran away? I'm tired of being between this problems, I didn't ask for this. All I want is a peaceful life but I guess the saying about life is true, that life is unfair. Life will never listen to you but life will make a way on his own, I see now why people become depressed. As a graduated psychologist I should understand how life goes on but now, I think all things I know become useless. The sayings about love can destroy you well its all true. Still I have many things to understand, this is the path I chose, being rapper and not being a psychiatrist. To be honest i really don't have a dream except being a security guard but i was forced but i didn't regret it. I was thankful because i'm abled to meet them especially the person I love.... but will never be mine.
"Argh!" i threw the empty can again, i can't think of any. I harshly pulled my hair as if there will be any idea for my new track but there's nothing but him.
I can't focus, i want to throw everything, i want to randomly punch someone so i can release this stress. I'm tired of everything, well i started it too, i told myself that i won't and i will never hurt someone but i guess i already did tho its not yet revealed; the truth.
The truth that Yoongi is cheating, the truth that i love Seokjin, the truth that this friendship will end soon as the truth will reveal sooner or later.
I'm afraid of loosing them, but this is all wrong. I don't know what to do anymore, how i can prevent Seokjin from pain. How can i not let Seokjin hurt and Jimin too because of Yoongi.
Should i confront him?
But if not, its more painful if Seokjin caught him off guard.
I cannot let him cry.
I should end this.
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Another day for me, i woke up feeling my head spinning around that keep on pounding, i cursed. Hangover
I walked to kitchen to get some coffee and i saw how messy my house is. I groaned, i feel tired seeing those can beers everywhere plus the fact that i need to do groceries. A deep sigh escaped my mouth then i pursed my lips.
I quickly took a bath and went out of my unit, plugging my earphones and hums as I start walking to parking lot. Before i get in, i remember what Seokjin told me. Soon, he will reveal their relationship to public. But i shrugged it off, not minding it. Its their problems anyways.
What bad friend you are? How about Seokjin? Do you want to see him crying?
Seokjin. Seokjin.Seokjin.Seokjin
As i reached the market i pulled out then parked my car, entering the said place i grabbed a pushcart and yeah i start pushing. Passing by the stalls, i randomly pick all i need even tho its not, boxes of juice,bottled water, instant noodles and anything that caught my eyes that i think i need.
I miss the old times, where i only performing somewhere and joining underground battles. How i diss people without thinking about their emotions and feelings because no one taught me but him.
I wish i could help them.
After i payed the grocery, i thought of passing by to Yoongi's unit since i want to HELP them. I want to clear things between them, i want to know if i could trust him for taking care of Seokjin.
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SHORTEST EVER. WELL I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THEIR OWN PERSPECTIVES :'D Lamest and shortes update, full of sayings and its all about Seokjin. lololol.
Who's next? Yoongi or Jimin?
Continue or Book 2?
Spoiler alert!!
"I-i'm sorry...."
"Sshh, i love you and its my fault too"
Lalalala~
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Should i change the way i express their thoughts in third person? I noticed if i do it in their own POV its became short and shorter :/
I'm planning to publish 2 books.
1 smut fanfic and 1 Taehyung fanfic. If ever i published that books will you support it too?
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