Break My Heart Again(Becstin Fan-Fic)

Knows Me Well

Once I had managed to get out of the school my phone was ringing,

"Hello?" I breathed into the phone, worried that if it was my mom, I knew I was going to get it when I had gotten home.

"Rebbeca? It's Austin.. where a-" I interrupted him by ending the phone call.

I really don't have time for his shit right now, no more of his acts. I'm fucking done. I continued walking until my feet wandered off around the Alma Park. I sighed throwing my bag down and sitting on the bench made of rocks, I looked at my reflection in the water of the lake.

"Why is life so hard?" I ask myself.

"I knew you'd be here." I hear a voice behind me. I rolled my eyes knowing who it was, I snapped my neck at him and sent him a glare.

"Why don't you take a hint and leave me alone?" I snapped.

"No can do." He says making his way around the trail getting to where I was at.

"Just leave Austin! I really don't want to hear you right now!" I groaned.

"I'll be here anyway no matter how many times you're trying to push me out. I'm here because I assume you need a friend." He says,

"What makes you think that?" I asked.

"What just happened a few moments ago? Oh yeah that's right, you beat the living shit out of Chelsea! You might end up getting suspended, you're terrified no matter how many times you say you're not." He shrugged. I hate that he knows me so well. I wish I never even opened up to him, I wish I had never evem met him!

"Can you just be quiet?" I suggested.

"No, I'm being here for you. I want you to know you're not alone in this." He says.

"Whatever." I rolled my eyes once again, he scooted closer to me and wrapped his arm around my neck.

"You know... I'm into you. I just don't know how to express it just yet. I hate seeing you upset it makes me upset, I hate seeing you angry because it makes me sad. Everything you feel... I feel." He says, I could feel his words literally eat up all the hatred I had towards him that moment. The way he looked into my eyes made my stomach stir up and the butterflies began to appear.

"Then why are you with her?" I whispered to him. Even though no one was around I don't know why I whispered, I could tell he heard the hurt in my voice since his face expression went from a grin to a frown.

"I hate hurting you." He says.

"Then why do you do it?" I ask.

"I don't know... I honestly don't know why I hurt you. I hate myself for this and I can't explain it." He sighs taking his arm down from my neck.

"Can you then please leave me alone?" I asked with a pleading look on my face.

"That's another thing... I can't." All of a sudden my face grew red,

"I'll make the decision for you. I'm leaving you right now because obviously you're being really self-centered only thinking of yourself and hurting others. I bet you, you're hurting Abby by being here and you are definitely hurting me by being with her." I snapped.

"Rebbeca.. I'm so-" I interrupted him once again,

"Just don't talk to me. I hate you." I said passionately. He finally took the hint and looked down at his hands,

"Yeah. I knew you were bullshitting me from the start." I scoffed grabbing my stuff and leaving him there with his dangerous thoughts. I groaned as I began to walk towards home but hey I have no where else to go. I soon felt someone grab onto my left arm and pull me back, before anything happened I quickly kicked them in the crotch area.

"Oow!" He mumbled holding himself down there, falling onto the ground.

"Well you should not have pulled me back like then you would not have gotten hit." I smirked looking at him in pain.

"I-I just wanted to ask you if you wanted to come over s-since your parents mi-might kill y-you." He stutters trying to get himself up, immediatly I felt a pang of guilt inside me. I helped him up and he smiles at me,

"So are you okay?" I asked. He nods and begins to walk along side from me, I'm not excited to go to his house... god only knows how many girls he's taken there. I rolled my eyes at the thought of him being with some other girl alone at his house. I just needed to stay there for a while until my parents chill out so I won't get into trouble with them. That's it.

"So what really happened, Rebbeca?" he asks looking down at his shoes. He and I are alike in many ways... if only he'd noticed that.

"Her dumbass of a bestfriend was testing me the other day so let's just say I passed." I said as I crossed the street, I heard loud honking but before I could turn my head... Austin grabbed me and moved me out of the way.

"Rebbeca! Do you ever look both ways before crossing the street?!" He asks me. Once we were out of the way, the car finally drove off.

"No, sorry I didn't mean for you to push me out."

"What? Don't apologize Rebbeca! You almost got hit!" He exclaims. Little did he know I really didn't mind the hit. I shrugged,

"I don't care." I looked up and saw that we were almost at his house just a few more blocks.

"Why don't you care?" He asks.

"I stopped caring a long time ago, Austin. Do you really think I want to live a life like this? No. I would end it in a heartbeat if that meant not hurting anyone." I admitted.

"What is it that you're not telling me?" He stops us once again and made me face him,

"Don't you act like you care now." I roll my eyes.

"I do care, Rebbeca. I always do." His eyes looked straight into mine.

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Here it is! I updated! I don't think I did really good on this chapter. I felt like this sucked but if you like it please vote and comment! <3