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When I can't talk or speak with words.
I write in this book.
To show my emotions, feelings, true or false words.
Sometimes I can talk.
But it feels like it's on autopilot.
Even though it's not.
I know it's not.
Because I can speak.
I know I can.
It's just I choose not to.
But sometimes when I have to.
I can't find the right words.
And then I become a jumbled up mess.
Even when I have to do some public speaking...
It's the worst...
Public speaking, I stutter and then have a small awkward silence.
I become embarrassed and wanna run away and hide.
Normal mode, is when I am in a 'normal' classroom.
I talk to a few, then become quiet for the rest.
In gym class, I have really no one to actually open up to.
I just talk when I really need to.
Since it's no use if I actually talk to someone.
Will they really listen?
Of course not.At lunch, I see my friends.
I talk randomly and become loud.
Next thing you know I suddenly out of nowhere I become silent.
I don't talk.
But I observe.
Then I talk again.
There's other classes I just completely shut down and don't even say anything.
Only to my friends.
Either I have something weird come up to my mind then I say.
Or someone really important asks me a question then I just answer to them nicely.
If it's just a simple question from someone then I answer simply.
But really, I can't speak sometimes.
Sometimes, I like it.
Sometimes, I hate it.
It's a love and hate relationship.
Just like I have on everything in life really.
So I like talking to myself other than people.
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VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
No One Can Take Me Away
ContoJust a random story I made up with my own dumb mind. This is technically just a story about my own personal emotions and feelings. Nothing that important or serious. Just needed to let it all out, that's all. Oh, plus do you like my cover photo...