Lost Stars

Chapter 16

"Just.. Give me time Reid." I said.

Ang bobo ko. Ang sama sama ko para saktan ang nag-iisang tao na walang ibang ginawa kundi pasayahin ako.

"I don't have much time Jayla.." He said, his voice is trembling .

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"We don't own time. We don't get to choose our destiny. We don't own our faith. Hindi natin alam ang maaaring mangyari. Hindi natin alam kung gaano katagal tayo dito sa mundo." Sabi nya. He bit his lip to stop himself from crying again but failed miserably. Humagulhol siya.

"Reid.. " sabi ko. Napahawak ako sa dibdib ko dahil hindi ako makahinga. "I don't understand."

Hinawakan nya ang kamay ko.

"Love me.. Please. Love me now. Yun lang ang hiling ko. Mahalin mo ako. Kalimutan mo na sya. Mahalin mo na ko. Ngayon na" His voice is breaking. I can't stand to see him like this.

Hinawakan ko ang mukha nya. Tinitigan ko ang mga mata nya. Ang napakaganda nyang mata na dati ay puno ng saya pero ngayon ay puro luha.

I touched his lip using my thumb.

"Hindi ka naman mahirap mahalin eh." Sabi ko habang pinupunasan ang luha nya.

Without saying a word, i kissed him. I kissed him passionately. We kissed like were both mad people. Hungry for each other's taste. We kissed like our life depends on it. Tinugunan ko ang tindi ng intensity na ibinibigay sakin ni Reid.

I grabbed his hair which made him moan. I don't care if may biglang pumasok na nurse o doctor at makita kami.

I just want to get lost in his radiance. Gusto ko lang magpadala kung saan man kami dalhin ng halik na to.

He continued to kiss me. We're both struggling for air but none of us stopped. Then he went down to my chin, he kissed every part of it. He kissed my jaw and trailed down to my neck.

I'm a ticklish kind of a person kaya hindi ko maiwasang makiliti. But i didn't told him to stop. Maybe he felt my muscles tensed kaya napasmirk sya.

He kissed my neck, sucking every part of it. I bit my lip to stop myself from moaning. Fuck, this feels so good. Reid's lips feels so good in my skin. His kiss were gentle yet intensed.

I was about to take his shirt off nang bigla syang lumayo sa akin.

"If we're gonna do this.. Gusto ko sa isang romantic place at hindi sa hospital" he said while giving me a genuine smile.

"Lagi mo nalang akong ginaganyan.. " sabi ko habang nakapout. He just laughed ang pinched my cheeks.

"Alam mo ba kung gaano kahirap para sa akin na pigilan ang sarili ko?" Sabi nya habang natatawa. Hinawakan nya ang buhok ko at inamoy-amoy ito.

"Oo na.. Oo na." Sabi ko at niyakap ko sya.

"I love you Jayla.." He said.

"I love you too. Bwiset ka!" Sigaw ko at kinurot ko sya.

"Woah! Aray! The Amazona is back!" Sabi nya habang humahalakhak.