"His Hoor" (Hussain Asif's Fanfic)✔️

Chapter # 40 " Yeh Ishq Nahi Aasaan "

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Here is the diary portion when Hussain is reading her diary to know some secrets. I am cutting this into two parts so I'll gave you something good for reading.

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Hussain Asif's POV

She is still in the Intensive care unit. Her condition is still critical. Sherry told me that she was not getting her breathe when I went to pray.

I haven't seen her face because I am the reason of her unconciousness. I am not able to face her. I can't see her in pain.

Allah talla say bohat duaen maangi hein. Bohat roya hoon mai us kay saamny. Bohat girgiraya hoon.

Kiyun na ro'oun us kay saamny. Satar maaon say zeda pyaar kerny wala hai Allah apny bandoon say apny pyaary Nabi SAW ki ummat say.

Ya Allah Hoor gunehgaar nahi hai. Us nay yeh intehai qadam meri wajah sat uthaya hai. Allah tallah usay maaf ker dayn.

Mujhe bhi maaf ker dayn.

Meri maa mera aik aansu nahi dekh sakti to Allah to satar maaon say zeda pyaar kerny wala hai. Allah tallah to mere aansu kay peechy ka gham jaanta hai.

Woh meri zaroor sunyn gay.

Why Hoor?

Kiyun kiya tum nay aisa? Don't you have trust on me. Wait! She saud that in her letter that I let her down ten years back.

But what have I done?

I don't even know what have I done to be punished in this way. Hoor come back soon.

Hussain needs you....

Sitting down on the floor outside her room I opened the diary and stared at its front page.

It was written randomly. I opened the first page and kissed the words she has written.

In lafzon mai tumhara ehsaas hai Hoor. Tumhari khushboo aa rahi hai in alfaaz say. Tumhary ehsasaat hein yeh.

I am sorry for reading your diary but you gave me the permission to read it if I haven't done yet.

Shifting my gaze to the page I felt my image blurry so I wiped my eyes with my palms. My image clear now but the words written on the page were blurry.

Tum bhi royi ho na Hoor. Mai kitna bura hoon na. Kitna rulaya hai mai nay apni Hoor ko.

Dear Diary!
I have never imagined of writing my pain away.

I never imagined of writing a diary but some accidents happens in life that changes your views completely.

So as I am going through the pain the accident.

The first page ended with this statement. She have never done this before. She never wrote a diary before. But that time she was in pain. She was in deep pain.