Snippets of Color

i don't want to think about you anymore

I'm trying not think think about it
Trying not to think about you sitting next to me
Trying not to think about me thinking about you not thinking about me
It's been half an hour and I haven't even looked at you
Why should I?
It's been half an hour and you haven't even looked at me
But why should you?
Instead I look out the window
Ignoring your reflection
Because you probably don't look at mine
Instead I focus on this feeling in my chest
(this feeling isn't love this feeling isn't love this feeling isn't love)
I focus on the feeling of emptiness
The place where your laugh your eyes your smile usually resides
But then I realized that you don't love me like I love you
(like you like you like you)
I realized that you don't see our future like I do
So I emptied it all out
This pain isn't worth it
Because you'll never see me the way I see you
A promise, a memory, a wish
You'll never think about me as often as I think about you

Because there's already someone that takes my place