Chapter 9: A Bittersweet Congratulations

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Dedicated To: Regina411 whom requested through inbox a chapter in Eric's Pov. It never occurred to me to actually write a chapter in Eric's point of view, I didn't think it would have any value. So I almost didn't accept this challenge. But it occurred to me all the things that could go on in Eric's head, all the things you guys don't know about him just yet. It's about time I showed you guys, just a little more of Eric Moon.

Warning: This chapter does have a sexual scene placed in it. I will mark it with *** at both the beginning of it and the end of it so the readers who prefer not to read it won't have to.


Eric Moon's Pov:


"AND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I LOVED YOU, HUH?" She yelled her voice filled with confusion, but I kept my back to her knowing if I turned around I would regret it. All of the wrong I had done to her. The same thing's I'd been regretting since my disappearance, the same things she wont/ can't/ shouldn't accept my apology for.

"Then I'd tell you it doesn't matter anymore." I stated in a raspy voice swallowing the lump in my throat. I took a deep breath as I walked into the entrance reminding myself that Alpha's don't cry over girls. Even if she is the love of my life, I can't cry over her. I turned around just quick enough to see her as she slid down the side of my car to the ground, quickly taking out her cellphone as tears raced from her eyes. I felt a ping in my chest before the burning started, but I couldn't do it, I couldn't do what I needed to do to make it stop permanently.


"Go HELP her, for once do something right for her! We're going to lose our mate if you keep up like this." My wolf barked at me causing my insides to burn stronger as I fought off my wolf, not needing him to take over. "If you don't do it I'll do it myself."

"You can't, it's too late okay? We've already lost her. Do you really wanna force her into this?" I frowned looking at her intensely. Her brown hair spiralling only a bit at the ends, brown eyes filled with tears as her emotions spiralled out of control. I was sick of causing her tears. I hated to see her cry, even though I saw it more often then not, its still stung me to see a single tear cross those vibrant brown eyes.

"Ryan? Yeah I'm fine.. Hey, um,  do you think you could come pick me up? Oh yeah, sorry I forgot I can just call my mom." She frowned wiping her tears onto the back of her tender hands as I realized I'd done it once again. I'd broken her heart, only this time... I'd shattered my own in the process. "Yeah, i'm fine. I love you too, i'll see you in a couple of hours. Bye baby."

My heart spun and I suddenly felt really sick, I wanted to vomit but I wanted to cry even harder then I had before. She loved him. I couldn't help but want to break something, do something. Anything! I wanted to be the only guy she said that too, I wanted to be the one behind that ring on her finger, the one she'd be promising her life to soon. But I wasn't, I'd probably never be, because he was. That was clear. He's everything to her that faith said I was supposed to be. I took a deep breath trying too clear my head and remain calm as my body, heart, and mind ached with hurt. My body trembled as the pain took over me, it hurt, everything lately just hurt so fucking much.

"Yo Eleven, what's up man!" Chris smiled smoothly walking over to me followed by Derek and AJ. "Woah, you alright?"

"Yeah dude I'm fine." I chuckled bottling my emotions quickly as as my friends made their ways over. Chris was built, black hair silver eyes and a swagger that made the girls fall everytime. Derek had brown light curly hair, black eyes, a bit of a baby face that fouled chicks into his bed. AJ, was the innocent one somewhat, don't get me wrong he was no virgin but he wasn't as um.. "Advanced" as the rest of us. He was just the slightest bit smaller, pencil straight red hair causing his hazel eyes to flare. "Cool dude, cause for a second I thought you were crying! Crazy right?"

"Fucking psychotic, the E-Leven does not cry. You forgotten you the hell he is?" Derek pitched in slamming his arm around my shoulder.

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