I need to do it but I know it's bad and I don't know what to do.

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Trigger warning.

5/25

Dear Diary,

I picked a bunny! It is the runt. I'll get it in July. Not sure of the name yet.

Yours,
Paisley Marin

[Later]

I need help. I can feel tears coming back and I want to cut myself again really bad. But I know it's wrong but I can't stop. My hip, where I did it, is tingling and I'm getting dizzy. I need a hug.

Just tried talking to my mom. She didn't really help because she doesn't know. So I did it again. I need to do it but I know it's bad and I don't know what to do. I need help. Crying only makes it worse. I need somebody to help me.

I think I'm having a panic attack and I don't know what to do. I need help. I'm freaking out. I need to watch tv or something. I need a distraction. I feel like I'm dying.

Yours,
Paisley Marin

[I'm much better now. Dark times.]

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