First Love | Jackson

Chapter 67 : Idols

Sarang's POV

I thought about it a lot. This is my choose. I won't change my desicion anymore. I sighed and knocked the door before slowly opened the door.

"I wanna see Jackson for a while" I spoked as their eyes on me.

"Jackson, I have something to say. Can you come with me for a while?" I looked at him.

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"How do you feel now?" I asked first.

"I'm fine. I'm not even sick. Don't worry" He smiled. Fake. Don't smile if you can't smile, Jackson-aa.

"I...thought it a lot. So I'll apologize first" I spoke. He looked down on the floor, hiding his face.

"Let's be apart...for a while. Let's focus on our career first then-"

"Then be friends later?" He looked up, looking straight into my eyes.

"No, we are friends now but...we can't be too close now. I'll fall for you more and more. I'll feel sorry...so, let's be apart now" I explained as I tear up.

"I know you will say that one day and today is the day. I know I should mentally prepare but it's too late. Hate to admit...but I love you. Let's just keep our feeling until we are made our name around the world " He told as tears escape from my eyes. He faked a smile.

"Don't cry. We can go throught this" He wiped my tears away.

"Mianhae..." I hugged him tight. He slowly hugged me back and he cared my hair.

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2 Years Later...

"Kim Sarang! Kim Sarang! Kim Sarang!" I heard those fanboys chanting for me when I dance on the stage for our 5th comeback.

This is me now. Starlight's visual, leader, most attractive Starlight's member that make boys goes insane just in one stare. Known as chic, sexy and cute girl. I'm happy with my life now, just like what I dreamed of. It's nice when your name known around the world. I make it! I make through it!

It's already spring here, my favourite season. I hope I can go out and see cherry blossom. But I'm too busy. So sad~ Anyway it's already 2016! I'm 20 years this year! Yay, I'm an adult now! Later, Starlight will celebrate 2nd birthday. Excited!!

"I'm hungry" I exclaimed as I got in our waiting room after performed. I took out our meal on the plastic bag that our beloved fans made for us.

"It's looks tasty" I mumbled as I looked at the meal. I took my phone and took a selca. Posted it on SNS with caption "It's looks tasty. Taste for the foods. Thanks, Stars!". Yes, we call our fans 'Star's.

"Girls, later we have NBA photoshoot with Got7. Eat up first" Told our manager. Got7? Me and Jackson are really a normal friends. Since we are all busy, we hard to contact each other. Even hard to be contact, I never forget him.

As we arrived at the photoshoot place, I can see Got7 waiting for us as they all joking around.

"Annyeonghaseyo!" I greeted them. Their eyes on me as I smiled widely.

"They here!" Youngjae oppa stood up. I bowed to them. I looked at Jackson and smiled at him sweetly.

"You all here? So now, let's get change, make up and hair" Said the photographer. The desighner brought us to get change.

"Yah!" Jackson said in my ear when I waited for my turn to get change. I glared at him as he stood next to me, smiling cutely.

"You not even call me" I hit his stomach, pretending to be hurt.

"I did call you! You not even answer my call" He told. I rolled my eyes at him.

"I'm busy" I said to get him annoyed.

"I know. I'm busy too" He said. I giggled.

"You looks cute in blonde" I told as I get his hair messy.

"I know" He acted cool. I chuckled.

"You not free? Let's go somewhere. It's spring now" He asked. I sighed.

"My schedule are tight. Tomorrow I have to go to Japan" I told as I pretending to be tired.

"For what? Concert?" He asked. I nodded.

"Aren't you going to Shanghai tomorrow?" I asked.

"No, day after tomorrow" He answered. I nodded, understand.

"When will you free? Let's go somewhere~" He behaved like a kid.

"I'll call you if I have free time" I said as I took out my phone too check out my schedule. I have no free time.

"I'm busy all day. Crazy.." I complained.

"I'm free next week" He told. I checked my schedule for next week. I smiled as I saw I have one day free for next week.

"Next week, Tuesday. You're fine?" I asked excitedly. He nodded. I glared at him, smells something suspicious.

"Really? You not going to cancel any schedule for me, don't you?" I glared at him.

"No, no, no. I'm really free that time. I'll take you at home. 12 evening. Ok?" He asked. I nodded. It's somehow weird, when we confortable talk to each other after we chose to take our own way but still be friends. We talk normally like when we not know each other feeling.

But, I still keep him in my heart. I hope do as well. My love toward him never end even after 2 years.

"We don't meet for a long time, did I change?" He asked me suddenly. I looked at him from head to toe.

"Nothing..." I denied the truth that he became more handsome. He chuckled.

"I became more handsome! You can't see?" He asked as I smirked.

"You not change at all!" He told. Revenge?! I glares at him.

"What are you talking about? I'm became more pretty! I am visual of my group. You don't know?" I said to make him annoyed.

"I don't think so..." He replied as he looked front.

"Yah...watch me!" I turned his body then do my aegyo to show my charms.

"Aren't I'm pretty?" I still doing the aegyo.

"Fine! Fine! Stop it!" He stopped me.

"I don't want to~" I teased him with my cuteness. He then grabbed both of my wrist to make me stop. He then side hugged me.

"You better stop. You make my heart beating fast, pretty girl. When can you stop make my heart beating fast?" He whispered in my ear. I hit chest and he groaned a bit.

"It's looks like you're sick. So it's not because of me. Get away from me" I told and pushed him away.

"Aishh! This girl..." He complained. I can't hide my smile anymore. He then smiled showing his teach.

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Sorry..I know it's boring but thanks for reading.