•Bella's pov•
The lads are performing tonight
Everyone told me to come
We had a vip room infront of the stage
It was kinda a balcony
I sat down and looked at the stage
They were on in 3 minutes
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"Hello we are the 1975!" Matty yelled
"This song is called robbers" Matty said again
I looked at him I was alone on the balcony it was dark around me
Te lights from the stage only lighted me up a bit
"She had a face straight of a magazine" he sang softly in the microphone looking at me "stay stay stay" he said
"Now give you one more time" he sang
I got the lyrics
They were about us
The things he said to me
And the things I said to him
The show ended and I walked into the tourbus
George Ross and Adam sat in the front
Me and Matty in the back, in silence
"Will we ever be as we wore again?" Matty asked I bit my lip holding back some tears
"I hope" I whispered
Matty looked at me
"I uh should probably go back-" I started standing up Matty stood up and kissed me
I kissed him back
I tugged on his hair then hearing a moan from Matty
I broke away and walked into the front
"Are you okay lass?" Adam whispered to me I nodded my head
Will I ever be okay?
•Matty's pov•
I Finnished my cigarette and walked back into the hotel room I saw Bella laying in bed probably sleeping
I lay in the other half of the bed and sighed
"I love you so much" I whispered
"When you told me you wanted to leave my heart broke into a million pieces again I don't think it can even break again because my heart was broken a lot of times, but we knew from the beginning that we would be ripped apart, I wish that knowledge would have lessened the pain when you left. However, nothing could have prepared me for this." I whispered she turned around and looked at me "Matty listen" she started "I love you more then anything and you know that but sometimes and two people don't work out anymore you'll have to let go at some point even thug it hurts like hell" she whispered looking down I shook my head "but you and me can't end Bella! We are made for each other!" I whispered yelled she sighed and lay down again "I can't agree Matty" she whispered as soft as she could I closed my eyes
"Alright alright so just tell me when the fuck are you going to leave!" I yelled she shook her head "I don't know" she whispered
I let out some tears
"You know what?" I said
I was going to regret this
For the rest of my life
"Leave then" I whispered looking her right in her eyes
She looked at me
Not believing what I said
She stood up and started dressing up
What the fuck have I done
She grabbed her suitcase and everything was settled
"I'm leaving tomorrow morning" she whispered and lay in bed
I struggeld to breath
I lay next to her
I hate myself
•Bella's pov•
*The next morning*
I stood up very quietly
Got dressed
Did my make up
And grabbed a piece of paper
Dear Matty
We had a good time together, I think. You calmed me down when I was sad, although sometimes it was you why made me so sad.
We're torn apart now. I said there's a reason for it.
And I know tomorrow morning I'll wake up and see that your face isn't there anymore.
But I think after you get hurt you want to stay in that hurt for a while, because you're so focused on trying to fix it. And... I think I've moved on past that point. I don't want to fix it anymore. Because even if we did go back to what we were before, I would still be hurt and lost and confused.
So I guess this is a goodbye. We had a good time together, maybe - at least I think we did. Those things end, though. I'm trying to find enough warmth in my heart to wish you well in whatever you do, and I think I can now. Your life no longer includes me but that's okay now
I'll miss you forever
P.s don't call me or text me anymore it's really over..I'm sorry
I love you x Bella
I sighed and lay the letter on the bed
I kissed his lips for the last time ever
And looked at bit a him
This as the final goodbye
I know I said it many many times before
But I was
I'm sorry Matty
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I walked into my apartment
Some of my stuff was at Matty's apartment still
I sighed
I started crying
Tears that were built up from a long time ago and new ones
I looked at my phone
It's been 5 hours since I left him
He saw the letter I think
•Matty's pov•
I woke up standing up
I found a letter
Bella was really gone
I started reading
