I woke up alone.
I felt alone.
I stood up and didn't saw Van making breakfast in the kitchen anymore..
Did I really made the right choice?
I asked myself that the whole night yesterday.
I lighted a cigarette and eat my breakfast I then got dressed and just watched tv the whole day.
I heard my phone going off
"Hello?" I said "hey love" Van said "I miss you" I said "I miss you more" he whispered "I'm just watching tv the whole day please come back" I laughed "I wish I could" he sighed
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I walked to Matty's apartment
I knocked on his door
"Coming" he said
After a second he opened the door
"Bella" he smiled "hey" I said walking in "I uh" I started matty looked at me lighting a cigarette "I broke up with Van" I whispered matty looked at me "you did?" He asked I nodded "and now what? He said sitting down next tome "I don't know" I sighed "do you still love me bella?" Matty whispered I looked at him "matty I coudn't stop loving you even if i wanted t-" I started but he cut my off by kissing my lips
I missed them
After a while we broke away
We lay on his bed in silence
Smoking till 4 in the night
We talked about our memories together
And about the future
"My birthday is in 1 week" I smiled matty sat up "I know" he said I smiled lazy at him and sat on hips "I love you" I whispered in between kisses.
"I love you more" he whispered
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•Matty's pov•
I woke up
I turned around but didn't saw Bella
I walked towards the balcony
And saw Bella she was so flawless sitting there smoking a cigarette
"Goodmorning love" I whispered kissing her cheek "goodmorning" she smiled I sat down next to her enjoying the view infront of me.
"I thought I lost you forever" I said Bella looked at me "I thought you would never come back after all those longs nights full of tears and never sent texts" I said shaking my head she looked down "I thought you were really gone" I whispered brushing my hand trough my hair
"Then you came back, sweeping me off my feet all over again" I chuckled "But somethings different I feel like there's eggshells, and I wouldn't dare crack a single one, to end up loosing you again would break me.
So I skip around these eggshells and find my way back to you, where I belong." I said she smiled and walked up to me "I'm yours" she whispered as she sat on my lap "that's all I ever want" I whispered she giggeld in my ear "oh dear how much I love you" I sighed
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"Is it okay if we just stay here and have a little dance party together?" Bella asked grabbing some bottles of alcohol I smirked "ofcourse love" I smiled walking up to her she smiled
After a while of drinking and smiling
Laughing
We danced a bit
King city by swim deep came on
It was one of my favorites
{play that song please}
"I wanna be everything that I'm not I wanna be rich I want to show off" I sang into her ear "I'm In love" I sang softly
We danced together for a long time
She kissed me "I'm so lucky" I whispered she giggled then her phone ring "hello?" She said after a moment her expression changed and she sat down "hey Van" she said looking at me I frowned why was he calling her?
"I'm doing better thank you" she said with a cute laugh I shook my head "yes I'm celebrating it yea" she said with a nod she was probably talking about her birthday next week "yea yea I'll see you then ofcourse" she smiled after a while the call ended and I walked into my room "matty why are you walking away?" Bella asked "I'm tired" I whispered "he's a good friend he doesn't want to lose me as a friend" she said walking after me I nodded "it's fine" I whispered and lay myself down on my bed she nodded "I just, I love you" I said she smiled "I love you more" she smiled
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I woke up in the middle of the night
I looked around and walked to the bathroom I found a white little bag
I grabbed my credit card and start look at the white powder I shook my head and brought the powder in connection with my nose
I felt good
I made my hair into a mess bun and walked out I jumped on bed and sat on Bella "matty what are you doing" she giggeld I didn't answer but kissed her "baby it's-" she started but I cut her off by putting a finger inside of her body "oh my-" she moaned "your so sexy love" I whispered in her ear she closed her eyes I kissed her neck and she moaned "Matty" she moaned
I started thrusting in her
She moaned even harder
"Babe you-" I started but coudn't talk because of the pleasure
After a while I lay next to her "you used it didn't you" she asked me I nodded "matty" she sighed "the powder was just there I coudn't help it" I said turning my face towards her she nodded "it's okay matty" she sighed
•Bella's pov•
Ofcourse its wasn't okay
"I love you babe" he whispered "I love you too" I whispered he gave me a kiss and we tried to sleep again without succes
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