Broken Strings [Completed]

Cassandra

Chapter 23 - Cassandra

I wish he would be able to remember soon, sometimes I get afraid because he gets those bad headaches and I have to help him be calm again.

I don't want him to feel like he's alone, so I volunteered on taking care of him.

I don't mind though.

I love him and nothing else matters.

I just wish soon, he would remember who I am and Niall and Gwen too.

I'm afraid that one day, he might not love me anymore.

He might find a girl better than me, he might find that girl who's not desperate, he might find a girl who would love him forever.

I'm afraid that that would happen.

But I surely hope not.

So, I take my time taking care of him anyways.

The things I do for love.

Everyday, he has to drink his medications.

He's pretty normal now. To say at least, but he's headaches are freaking me out.

Right now, were watching a movie with Niall and Gwen.

Both of them are lovey dovey and I'm here on the couch with Harry.

Awkwardness present.

I miss his touch.

Whenever he holds my hands, electricity flows through me.

His lips.

His kisses.

The ones I miss the most, how long do I have to wait until he remembers me.

I shake the thought of, watching the movie.

We were The Vow.

Wow!

Just wow.

Great job Niall.

The girl had amnesia here too.

I wonder how would that feel like, I wish I was the one who got hit so Harry  wouldn't feel anything like this.

I looked over at him slightly and he has his mouth agape, his brows furrowed from concentration while watching the movie.

I feel like, I want to kiss him.

I miss all of him.

My eyes begins to water, I looked down. Letting the tears falls down.

It's a good thing the lights are off and the surroundings is dark, its night time after all.

I sniffle a little and I think he heard it because I felt a slight shift of a body beside me,

"You're crying again," he whispers against my ear, it made me cry even more.

I moved away, "H-Hey guys, I have to go, I'm getting sleepy," I quickly got off the couch and ran up to my room.

I'm sure they wouldn't mind.

I lay down the bed, the tears falling down.

I'm so emotional.

I hate this.

"Cassandra," I heard breathing and someone sitting on my bed.

Harry.

"W-What?" I manage to say.

"I have been having flashes in my mind lately." He said, sighing.

I wiped the tears from eyes, looking at him, "What? Really?"

"I got hit, that's why I got amnesia right?"

I nodded, looking at him intently, I hope he remembers me too.

"I see a girl laughing too, a girl kissing me, but it's blurry."

"Oh," I manage to laugh, laugh through the pain, way to go Cassandra.

"Oh and now, I manage to remember Niall and Gwen." He smiled at me, "I still can't remember you,"

"It's okay, take your time," I fake a smile, "You should continue watching with Niall and Gwen downstairs, they're probably waiting for you,"

He smiled and nodded. "Can we go somewhere else tomorrow? Like the beach or anywhere else?"

"Sure, if that's what you want."

If that's what makes you happy

He smiled and said a little thank you and left my room without another word.

I lay back down my bed and looked up the ceiling. My tears were falling down again.

Take me away.

Take away all this pain.

I shut my eyes closed.

Letting the darkness take away the pain.