Unexpected ~ L.R.H ~ 5 sos

Part 32 : breaking up

What? " that's not right. She loves you."I saw Luke walking to us. we stopped talking."what happened am I a pain in ass?" he asked and we laughed at that . "no Luke we just... we just .let's go." " no continue talking to him." "it's a secret!" Michael said and I nodded at Luke " secret? I thought we can tell each other all the things." Luke said to me."ummmm... I think I should go!"Michael said walking away. "oh my god! what are you talking about Luke? It's just a secret between me and Michael not me and you." I said." What if it was a relationship between you two? Ha ? it's a secret between you two anyway!" he said . what? How could he think like that? " what do you mean Luke? He's like a brother to me!" " how can I believe that!" is he okay? " wtf Luke. You're wrong.it's not ... " " I don't believe you!" Luke shouted at me. I was so confused. Why is he like this? "I can't believe you just said that!" " well do you want me to write it? You're a simple girl Rebecca." He said walking away. " so do you want to give up on us like this?" "I do !" he shouted leaving the back yard. I was frozen there. I couldn't believe that he broke up with me. it was 10 minutes ago when we were laughing in the pool and now he is in the house angry and I'm here going to cry again. And everything will happen again. Pain , heartbreaks and cries. Like when Calum broke up with me. I felt tears in my eyes .i started crying as I walked fast into the house. I went in the bathroom. Always a shower helped me to feel better. I started thinking of Luke as the cold water made its way down my back. When Calum broke up with me he helped me to get through the pain, he sang 4 songs for me. we bought dress. We went to a park. We had a lot of fun and now I should act like nothing had changed. But I should change. I shouldn't let everyone use me like this. I shouldn't wait for another person to help me get through this one too. I made my mind. I shouldn't be a simple hearted girl anymore. I won't forgive Luke, never. Even if he come for apology I won't accept. I won't talk to him and I'll act like I can't see him.yeah I can show people I'm not a doll to them so they use me once and when they don't need me , they let go of me. I went outside and went in my bedroom to change. I closed the door and opened one of the drawers. I took out a red tank top and black short skirt. I changed my hair into a pony tail and put some little parts around my face. But I felt sad. I heard a knock on my door. " may I come in Rebecca? " " no! I don't want to see anyone." "it's me. Michael. I need to talk to you." " okay come in." when he saw me he was choked.he closed the door. I sat on my bed. He sat next to me. "look Rebecca. I'm really sorry it was all my fault. Lilliyom loves me and I shouldn't tell you this and say that you shouldn't tell anyone." " no Michael it wasn't your fault. I ... I don't know whose fault was it but I know it wasn't yours. You had debuts about Lilliyom and just told me and you said that to be sure that no one will find out. And I don't know what to do." " you know ... nothing . just sorry for that. I didn't want this to happen." He said walking outside. I went in back yard and when I opened the door I saw Ashton sitting on the stairs.he turned to me." nice weather isn't it?" I closed the door. " yeah." I sat next to him and gazed at the sky." What happened in the morning? You were good to each other. " Ashton asked me. " well Michael told me something about Lilliyom and wanted me to not to tell anyone about it. And when Luke walked to us we stopped talking and he got angry and said he is breaking up with me." " oh I'm really sorry to hear that. That's hard for you. I know it." " yeah it is. But I decided to change. To not to be the stupid girl that I was. " " you wanna be Emo?" he asked looking at my outfit." No!" I said laughing. He giggled."I just want to tell everyone I'm not ... you know I don't want this to happen again. And if I moved on again and this happened again I'll kill myself." He smiled. " you're wrong. You shouldn't change yourself for other people. People should believe how you are and act nice to you.be yourself." He said smiling at me. " you mean ... I should act like myself?" I asked. "yeah." " but then these things will happen again and again." " I don't mean today you should be like yesterday and tomorrow like today. But do the things that you always do." "Okay but I won't forgive Luke." "no don't." "I will never talk to him and always ignore him." "oh you're so cruel!" he said putting his arm on my shoulder. " yes I'm" I said smiling leaning in his hug.Ashton is the only person that have never made me angry. Is he the next person helping me?Thank for reading this part. I hope you like it. in two next part , 1d will come and Rebecca will fall in love with one of the boys in 1d. guess who?-love , Bita