"Absolutely not !" I screamed at her. Come on Leela it's your birthday. She was trying to get me to go to a bar not to drink. I know what I was like drunk I was not doing that. She knew about the rape. I had nightmares almost every night and screamed . It was hard to hide it but it had been a year. I could finally go out .
Knowing Reese was put behind bars because of my testimony in court. So I finally gave in and said yes but only to play pool which I would go to that club to do sometimes. I made sure they put a red x on my hand that way I couldn't get drinks I was only seventeen and wasn't making that mistake again. My roommate Patrica thought I was lame I didn't care.
People still blamed me that's why I stayed in most of the time. I decided on a black dress with red belt and heels. I decided not to get an x and have a little fun which Patrica commented on. "Your gonna have some fun?" I said " maybe one drink" after playing some pool Patrica went out to smoke a cigarette. I stayed at the bar and was having a mental battle.
I decided not to and a guy came over and sat next to me. Oh no I thought. He said " Hey pretty lady." I smiled and walked away. I didn't want this he was obviously drunk and just wanted some . I had vowed after that night never to let it get to far. Guys just want one thing there is no such thing as love. Just a thing girls hope they will find . And guys use to get in your pants. I was very blunt with guys.
Even online guys tried to flirt with me. I didn't get into one relationship yet. I still had some hope I saw Patrica and her boyfriend John and they looked so happy. I wanted to be like them. Boys had hurt me in the past it was hard to trust. I watched as Patrica and John giggled why couldn't all relationships be like that. When I think back to me and my ex's relationship it was never like that. I was happy it ended even if it was me getting rapped. I decided to take a swig of my drink and go outside to get some fresh air. In here it smelled like sweat and the music blasted loud . I was happy to get out of our apartment but, why did she have to take me here?
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The elf's mate
RomanceIntroduction.... It was a normal day as always for me . We had moved to here because my moms disability. She couldn't pay for an apartment like we had plus my dads pictures were there. To many memories of him she signed to me . I knew it would be h...
