Remember When

Keisya udah mulai kuliah dan jadi mahasiswi di Wesley Institue, bareng sama Changkyun. Mereka jadi deket satu sama lain. Ya, karna sama-sama pendatang baru di negara orang, dan belum punya banyak temen di Sydney. Keisya lagi beresin buku yang tadi dia pake buat belajar, terus hpnya bunyi.

Mama.

"Halo, Ma."

'Kei...'

"Ma? Mama gapapa, kan? Suara Mama kok gitu? Mama kenapa?" Keisya khawatir banget, suara mamanya beda, kedengeran sendu.

'Jungkook, Kei.'

Firasat Keisya udah nggak enak. Suara mamanya sendu, terus bahas Jungkook. Pasti ada apa-apa deh sama sahabatnya itu.

"Jung kenapa, Ma?"

'Dia ke sini tadi. Dia masuk kamar kamu. Dia akhirnya tau kamu pergi. Kei, Mama nggak tega liat Jungkook.'

Suara mamanya Keisya kedengeran sedih banget. Mamanya Keisya udah nganggep Jungkook kayak anaknya sendiri, jadi wajar kalau dia sedih liat keadaan Jungkook.

Sementara Keisya diem, nggak tau harus ngomong apa.

'Dia marah, Kei. Dia kecewa. Dia nangis. Mama bener-bener nggak tega.'

"Ma..."

'Kei, please, jangan diemin Jungkook. Mama ngerti kalo kamu mau bikin Jungkook belajar tanpa kamu di samping dia. Tapi, Kei, itu nggak gampang. Jarak kalian udah jauh, dan itu udah bikin Jungkook sedih banget. Coba minimal kamu kasih kabar ke Jungkook deh, kamu lagi apa, kamu di mana. Kasih kabar buat Jungkook, Kei. Seenggaknya biar Jungkook ngerasa kamu masih ada buat dia, walaupun jarak kalian jauh.'

Keisya nangis denger kata-kata mamanya.

'Bales pesan Jungkook, Kei, walaupun sekali.'

Keisya langsung nutup telpon mamanya. Mamanya ngerti, Keisya pasti butuh waktu sendiri buat nenangin dirinya.

"Aku sayang kamu, Jungkook. Aku kangen main bareng sama kamu."

Air mata Keisya terus turun. Rasanya sakit.

"Kamu ngerasain sakit kayak gini gak sih, Jeon? Kok sakit banget." Keisya ngambil frame foto yang ada di meja sebelah kasurnya. Foto Jungkook sama Keisya lagi pegang layangan yang dibikinin sama ayahnya Jungkook.

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Remember when I cried to you a thousand times
I told you everything
You know my feelings
It never crossed my mind
That there would be a time
For us to say goodbye
What a big surprise

But I'm not lost
I'm not gone
I haven't forgot

These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I can't take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It's getting harder to pretend
And I'm not coming back around again

Remember when...
I remember when it was together till the end
Now I'm alone again
Where do I begin?
I cried a little bit
You died a little bit
Please say there's no regrets
And say you won't forget
But I'm not lost

I'm not gone
I haven't forgot

These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I can't take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It's getting harder to pretend
And I'm not coming back around again
Remember when...