Only that I didn't win at all!


Napunto niya na agad ang pinaka-dahilan kung bakit gustong-gusto ko siyang pumunta dito.

"Is this all about Logan?"

I was shocked when he directly said it. Kahit naman kasi ako, hindi ko iyon inaamin sa sarili ko. All along, I just want him to be here, well, I hope, that's all...


Habang nasa Harvard pa lang kami, alam na ni Ian ang lahat tungkol sa amin ni Logan. Every detail, word per word. Lahat kinwento ko.


And right now, he's even insisting me that I haven't moved on yet from what happened before, by which I quickly disregarded.

I have moved on!

I'm just trying to go further with that at hindi iyong mawawala na naman ako sa track ko. I'm cool now and I just want to stay like that.


Kung ano pa ang mga sinabi niya sa akin and too bad for him, but I just let it in on my left ear and let that out on the other.


Minsan kasi nadadala na lang tayo sa salita ng ibang tao.

If you're really determined of your goal, you should keep it on your head. Yun lang naman ang sagot sa maayos na usapan. Stay focus on what you wanna get, where you wanna go, and how can you go straight to that goal.

Malakas mag-memorize ang isip kaya kung iyon ang panay na sasabihin mo sa sarili, no doubt you'll somehow succeed.


At dahil nga siguro, naramdaman niya na ang pagkakabagot ko or does my look really reflect the unwillingness to hear more about the topic, nag-open na rin siya ng iba pang bagay. 

And so, we ended up with one about Kyle.

Surely is, Kyle has nothing to do with it. We're good until now, we communicate sometimes, lalo na't busy na siya ngayon sa pag-mamanage ng business nila.

Kyle is very good, alam ko naman iyon. Dala lang siguro ng kalasingan, the reason why all of it happened.


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Hindi na ordinaryo ang pinapakita sa akin ni Kyle. Parang kahit lagi itong busy, pinipilit niya pa rin akong samahan. Kahit pa nga, sinasabi kong sasamahan naman ako ni Ian. Mas lalo pa nga siyang nagpupumilit tuwing sinasabi ko sa kanya iyon.

Kung minsan pa nga, naiisip ko na baka pinoprotektahan niya ako kay Ian kaya lagi siyang sumasama sa akin, kaya lagi siyang nakabuntot. But whenever, I'm thinking about like that, I will brush the idea off immediately.

Ayaw ko namang maging assuming especially na nasa ibang bansa ako ngayon. And Kyle is a type of person with a collective number of sense of humor. Malay ba natin'g, natural lang lahat sa kanila ang mga ito.


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It's the end of the school year, where all of our exams were finalized, all our researches were all gone through and other activities are basically going into its end line, nag-aya sila Daphne na mag-bar hopping.

Along with us, are Ian and Kyle and among the respective boyfriends of the girls. Hmm? I guess, girlfriend para kay Daphne.


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