Tied By Invisible Strings

Belladonna

I just can't escape anybody can I, Now I'm just pissed, She was quick to lunge back towards me same position her nails were like talons scratching the shit out of my arms. ''Get the fuck off me'' I threw her back off before getting on top of her punching her square in the face not giving to shits if I got a disciplinary later on. ''You're a bitch you know how long it took to find you'' now this is what I heard but by hell she slurred the words like fuck. ''the fuck did I do'' I was still on top of her my arms pinning hers to the ground.

''He won't come near me because of you'' she spat in my face actually fucking full on spit dripping down my face. I gave her another hit across the face, I take it back I'm definitely more pissed off now. ''I don't give a flying fuck what he and you are doing with your lives get the fuck out of my bar.. Now'' I emphasized on the now, standing up I pretty much dragged her out the bar by her hair before shutting the doors.

By now everyone had calmed down nobody was hurt, me on the other hand hell her claws dug right into me how is having nails like that legal. Suppose it didn't help I was on the floor with shards of glass digging into me. Does this count as self destructing?? nah doubt it I never started it.

Finally we were done cleaning up I headed home which was only about a 20 minute walk from the bar I lived slightly in the woods, so I was pretty hidden even from this little town. Course the house needed a total revamp but u think I'll just do a DIY. But other than that I love the house and old man john is actually quite close to me. 

I entered my home throwing some wood in the fireplace before slumping down into the couch, fuck I'm shattered. I ended up falling asleep in front of the fireplace, I was out cold for quite a while.

I groaned waking up feeling stuffy, I turned over my eyes opening slightly all I see is my dad hanging from the ceiling causing me to scream and jump up, I clutched my chest. I must've being sleeping still, this seems to be my thing right now I think it's because I'm alone.

Every night I either see my dad hanging or my mum in her death bed, I keep seeing them I haven't had these nightmares since I was 18. I groaned into my hand rubbing my face roughly before standing up to grab a drink of water. I run the tap for a second allowing the water from the pipes to cool more before filling a glass chugging it down as if I hadn't had water before.

Thank god I get a day off tomorrow, Suppose I could go see Lyra for a little and see how she is, I sighed making my way to the bedroom. I pray I get one decent sleep just one...

It was about midday before I woke up, doing my usual routine, shower, brush my teeth then head for the city.  My hair was thrown up into some messy ass bun and the dark circles under my eyes screamed help... I'm sure I could carry my full food shop under these bags. 

I got into the car heading onto the carriageway, blasting some Taylor swift break up songs, and no not because of Daniel, I just enjoy her voice. I was singing my heart out so I was happy, tapping along to the beat on the steering wheel before I finally made it to the mall.

I parked up my car attempting not to hit another car door as I exited mine, hell these spaces are too tight for cars, I rolled my eyes before slamming the door and locking up the car. I looked at the lift and decided to take the stairs to enter the mall, I'm not having the same situation happen to me, I don't like tight spaces I especially do not like not being in control when something bad happens, That may just be one of my red flags. 

I made my way upstairs, really it didn't take me long to get on the ground floor of the mall, Now I just needed to make my way up to where Lyra works. She made up her own little shop in the mall, as far as I'm aware she sells perfumes and other random things, I entered her shop scanning the area to find her which I did. ''Hey Lyra!'' I gave her a wave all I got was a squeal and nearly taken to the ground, she totally reminds me of stella, I chuckled as I returned the hug, ''You haven't come to see me in ages!'' she slapped my arm her cheeks puffed out in a huff, ''I know I'm sorry I've being so busy with work and trying to decorate my house..'' Her eyes lit up like fireworks, probably shouldn't have said that, ''I'm totally coming to help you decorate and I'll even get Nate to help us and Eric'' Eric was her boyfriend he seemed to be quite handy so that actually wasn't a half bad idea.