Tied By Invisible Strings

Belladonna

A few days had passed, It was time for me to go back home Stella was rummaging through my bag as I tried to pack it was quite amusing. I grabbed all my clothes folding them in a neat pile before shooing Stella away, My bra having being attached to her head she ran out the room. ''Stella!'' I shouted running after her attempting not to laugh knowing full well I'd be out of breath in two minutes.

''what's up?'' Daniel spoke at the bottom of the stairs Stella running past him, I looked at stella and all I could hear was a hearty laugh coming from Daniel. I think this is the first time I've heard his laughter fill a room, it tugged on my heart strings I couldn't help but quietly admire and savour this moment.

Everyday is a new milestone with him and his emotions, even though he's most definitely more positive than me he never shows it and that's what makes me want to cherish these moments more and more, ''Here cherry, I think you lost something'' he cleared his throat handing my bra back.

''thank you Stella was raiding my bag'' I looked down at her she was completely oblivious to anything I couldn't help but chuckle. ''Are you ready to go home?'' I gave him a nod running back upstairs for my bag before meeting him in the car.

The ride home was pretty laid back we barely spoke but that's just us, riding in silence the air was thick always full of tension yet it was also relaxed at the same time I couldn't make sense out of it. I scrambled myself out my thoughts before shifting my gaze to Daniel, The way his forearms tensed when he changed the gears I could see every vein every muscle just casually bulge from his arms I can't help but admire the view. I don't know what it is with women and veins but they're just sexy...

''We are here my love'' He place his hand on the back of my head lightly scratching my scalp I couldn't help but moan at the sudden touch, that shit feels good. ''Don't tease me like that cherry'' I looked back over at him a small smile tugging on my lips. '' you did it not me'' I removed his hand from my scalp before taking off my seatbelt and getting out the car. ''Thank you for the lift, Daniel'' He sat in silence for a minute before finally opening his mouth to say something ''You're more than welcome enjoy your day I'll see you next week''

I shut the door giving him a quick wave before entering the house, Seems lyra hadn't being home for a while the house was quiet and cold, must've found a new boyfriend.... or in her case a new target, I chuckled to myself before dropping my bag to the floor and slumping onto the couch.

Finally my period was starting to calm itself down I find I'm bad maybe the first day to the second or third but after I'm okay, I will admit having someone care for me was refreshing and especially because it was Daniel.

Each time I think of him my heart feels as though it'll burst, It feels like a constant pull only towards him and I just don't understand the feeling. I've had boyfriends in the past but whatever this is, it's different it's intoxicating and I can't seem to get enough but each time I sink further in.. I fear I'm going to drown.

I need somebody to tell me what to do, I just don't know how to go about this sort of thing, hell I wish my mum was here she was good with advice. The thought alone made me tear up, when it comes to this stuff I wish they both stayed alive and with me.

I sobbed most of the night, I wasn't wrong when I said this relationship was starting to take a toll on me, every time I mention something about it Daniel never gives me a straight answer and I don't know what to do.

Some hours passed and I managed to catch a couple winks but it didn't last long, I checked the time and gave Nate a quick message, hoping he had being awake, I got a reply almost instantly.

I knew he would be up at this time, Usually when Lyra leaves for a while I have Nate to talk to he's almost always up around 5am to catch some light reading before he opens up his shop. I shoved on a pair of slippers before walking towards Nate's coffee shop. I knocked on the door and soon enough he appeared out of the blue.

We spoke a while I'm sure his  shirt was more wet than dry due to my snot and tears. I'm not usually one for crying but sometimes I just let it all out in one go and typically It's Nate or Lyra that's there for me. I hate relying on folk but I needed to vent, I realise from someone else's point of view they would think I had it easy and maybe I'm being overdramatic but I need communication and I'm not getting that from him not fully. I don't know what he wants.

Daniel

*call* '' She's currently in some sort of coffee shop with another man, they seem pretty close looks like she's being crying..'' I slammed my phone on the desk, This shit again. I paced back and fourth for a while before grabbing my phone giving a quick text to Bella, At first yes I wanted to fuck her then I finally had some hope of being able to open up with someone and even after I opened up she threw it back in my face.

I barely said anything in the message just that she was fired effective immediately. I waited for her to see it before blocking her number, that was my last straw, I broke one rule may as well break another. I gave maya a call I need someone to relieve my stress on and she is just perfect for it.

It didn't take long for her to arrive, Soon as she entered the house I lifted her up throwing her onto the couch, earning a squeal in the process. I don't kiss any of the woman never wanted to until Bella, Shit I need to stop thinking about her.

I bent her over the couch her elbows resting on the top of the couch before grabbing a spare condom putting on before slamming into her, fuck I was angry and her screams filled the room, she enjoyed being treated like a sex doll. I gabbed the back of her hair pulling it back as I pounded in and out of her well used pussy.

My issue is I can't feel shit, I've never had this problem what the fuck is happening. I need to stop thinking I can feel myself go flaccid, fuck.

I flipped her on her back, allowing her head to tilt back on the arm of the chair before removing the condom thinking that was the issue, without warning I rammed my cock deep into her throat. I could hear her gag but did I fuck care, I left my cock in the back of her throat closing off her breathing before removing it and repeating every now and again.

Still nothing fuck sake, Guess I'm faking it, I threw on another condom throwing her back into doggy, I cant look at her without thinking of Bella this isn't helping. ''God your rough tonight'' She moaned as I inserted my cock back into her pussy, fuck that stupid horny voice she puts on pisses me off.

The only sounds that filled the room were her screams and my balls slapping off her pussy, I pushed her face down into the couch before slinging my arm around her waist rubbing her clit in circular motions quickening the pace as I continued to fuck her deep and hard.

I could tell she was nearing her climax her pussy clenched around my cock and her legs rattled under her, ''Cum for me slut'' shit I may have sounded a bit harsh but her reaction tells me she enjoyed it, I hate this. I used my other hand to wrap around her throat. And finally I could feel her tightening around my cock as body shook as though it was in shock and her screams echoed in the living room. I faked my climax soon as she came before pulling out and removing the condom chucking it in the bin.

I wiped the bead of sweat falling from my forehead before chucking her clothes next to her, ''you know where the door is'' All I could hear was her scoff and exit the house. I threw the closest thing near me towards the wall, ''FUCK!'' I frantically ruffled my hair, so now my cocks defective and still hard how in the fuck.

belladonna

''I've being fired? and-''  He blocked me why? what? ''what's wrong?'' Nate spoke up returning back into the room , I've emptied my feelings on him enough tonight, I shook my head giving him a smile ''nothing'' He gave me a questionable look but didn't ask anything more. ''I better head you need to open up soon, Nate thank you again'' I gave him a hug before exiting the shop in a hurry.

Why all of a sudden has he decided to do this, Is he done with me? I think he really did just want sex and now he's bored, maybe I should've given it to him, maybe he would continue wanting me if I did.

I need a new job now... everything is starting to break why does this always happen to me.....