Snakes (entry) 4/26/24

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Dear Coraline:
Hi Coralline!!! I love u. I'm an interesting person, especially during school. Instead of saying "I am proud of myself" during PE Yoga, I said "Taco Bell" because I'm getting taco Bell tonight, Im so excited 🥰. I'm getting taco Bell as a small reward for being a bit better and cleaning my room. Also because I've been craving it for the past month 😍. LIKE, AHHHH, THE CHEESY GORDITA CRUNCH, CINNAMON DELIGHTS, SOFT TACOS AND THE DRAGON FRUIT FREEZE ARE SO FUCKING GOOD. IT MIGHT MAKE ME EXPLOSIVELY SHIT AFTER, BUT IDC, IT'S GOOD YUM YUMS.

Also on the more negative side. Had a small anxiety attack. Because I was going to the bathroom and while walking back to class, someone touched my shoulder. I looked back, and guess who I saw.... E. They just said "Hi, please forgive me for the past" they tried to shake my hand, I put both of my hands behind my back, I ain't falling for that bs. All I said was "Hi, I guess. I'm not gonna forgive you until the end of time. hope you get the karma that you deserve" and walked straight back to class....... I'm proud of myself of saying that and being able to stand up and say that instead of wanting to run away, that made me feel a little more in power over myself than I thought. But I was still so terrified. I went back to class a silently cried in the dark gym while we were meditating. I didn't know what else to do, I felt numb and frozen in place and thought. Barely believing that it really did happen. I just still haven't let everything out. They constantly haunt me. And I reported a lot of people in paper today with Bella. I get harassed and bullied by students constantly, calling me the gay and trans slur, multiple other slurs (I'm collecting slurs like Pokemon at this point 💀), dead naming me, just being bitches for no reason. The school hasn't done shit yet. And I'm done with their BS, so did that shit. At least I get bitches, cuz I'm not a shitbag to othersssss. You be a bitch and snitch? No bitches for you. As the song Locker Room Bully by Destroy Boys says "Hunting Witches turned into hunting bitches" it's the first line. (FUCKING LOVE THAT SONG AS SOMEONE WHO GETS BULLIED DAILY) anyways, that's enough talk about shitbags for one entry. I'mma have taco Bell. I want a hug from you. Sorry for my random talks. Your the only person who never seems to mind my random talks. So thank you for reading, makes me feel comfortable knowing u don't mind. This has came to an end for now. Love you so much Coraline♾️ and I miss you♾️

Love, Raven
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