𝗛𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗔𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 // 𝗝. 𝗝𝗞 + 𝗣. 𝗝𝗠

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PJM

The only thing I managed to take out of jungkook's house was my phone, the clothes I had on and myself..

I didn't want to hear his unending pleading nor his explanations, there was nothing to explain

He was the reason Yoongi threw me out, he treated me like a slave, he broke me and then my stupid self fell for him

I fell for the same person who carved so much pain in my heart, I fell for my abuser.

Thinking about how I opened myself to him, I couldn't help but feel dirty, disgusted and used.

I was such a whore, ruining taehyung's relationship like that, in as much as he did things to me

He didn't deserve what I did to him, he must hate me very much

I just wanted to be far away, far away from jungkook, far away from taehyung, far away from school, far away from Seoul.

I want to go home, I just want to shut myself out.

Completely

Yoongi's face molded into a surprise immediately he saw me enter his house

Before my name could escape his mouth, I gave him a resounding slap.

His gaze suddenly fell dark on me, but I didn't care,  in fact, it didn't have any effect on me or maybe I was just filled up with so much anger at the moment

" what was that for!? "

He retorted

" you were my best fucking friend "  I cried out

" I didn't deserve all of the things I went through Yoongi.. "

Yoongi scoffed

" I wasn't the one who asked you to get into trouble "

" you don't even feel remorseful? "

I asked

" for what? "

" for the things you did to me "

I cried

" jimin, I didn't do anything to you- "

Yoongi said blankly

" no, you did a lot.. I've been through hell, you know what hurt the most? The fact that you don't care "

I choked out a sob

" I would never do to you half of the things you did to me.. "

I don't know what, but something flashed in yoongi's eyes, it was gone before I could even blink

Replaced with a cold stare

" jungkook was the reason you threw me out right? "

I asked

" jimin please leave "

" answer me "

" I have nothing to say to you.. Leave "

" fucking answer me! "

I barked

Yoongi was quite taken aback by my outburst

" I don't appreciate you yelling at me "

He stated calmly

" then fucking answer- "

" yes! He was the fucking reason, now what are you gonna do about it?! "

Yoongi yelled

I tried blinking back the fresh tears threatening to pour down, but I failed at it