johnnie guilbert x reader

club 1

y/n pov:
we all sat down with jake in the front seat, johnnie on my left, tara on my right and me in the middle.

we'd had a few drinks before leaving the house so was already relatively a bit tipsy.
for the first 10 minutes or so of the car journey we just went on our phones scrolling through social media.
we put our phones down as johnnie placed his hand on my thigh running his thumb along it.

i placed my head on his shoulder looking at the pissing down rain outside while johnnie, jake and tara kept talking to each other.

i can't lie i had a flush of sadness come over me as i listened to the music in the uber.

what was i made for - billie eilish played (i can't lie this song makes me cry every time) making me feel even sadder then before.

i feel like there's something different with listening to sad songs in a car at night. i felt myself tear up and i didn't even know why the fuck i was feeling upset. 

it felt like everything was blocked out and i couldn't hear them. all i could hear was the music and it felt like i was in a bit of a trance.
i came back to earth a bit as johnnie gave me a kiss on my head. i turned my head around looking at him giving him a faint smile with the tears in my eyes semi gone.

i think he could kind of tell that something was up but could tell i didn't really want anyone to know. he took his hand of my thigh putting it round my shoulder stroking my shoulder and laid his head on top of mine kissing it.
"i love you" he whispered in my ear so no one else could hear.
"i love you more"

the car came to a halt and the driver said we were here. we all thanked the driver as we all got out tara's side of the car. johnnie grabbed my hand pulling me sort of out the car. i climbed out of the car following johnnie feeling a bit out of it.

we went straight into this rave sort of night club thing showing the man our id as we entered.

as soon as we went in it absolutely packed with people our sort of age jumping around with drinks in their hands.
jake, johnnie, tara and i went to the bar to grab a drink.
me and tara sat down with our drinks just having a usual conversation about the night.

"i think we're gonna head of over there some of our friends are sitting down" jake said pointing over to where they were going.
johnnie leant over and started whispering in my ear.

"you gonna be okay?"
"mhm"
"all right i'll be over there if you need me"
"okay love you"
"love you"
he gave me a quick kiss and walked off with jake.
while i talked with tara i could tell she kept glancing over at someone. she started waving to someone and smiling as a girl approached us.

"hi!!" tara smiled.
"hi!"
"this is y/n!"
"hi y/n!! i'm liv!"
"hi!"
"do you guys wanna come hang out with us?" she asked pointing to her friends.
"omg yes!" tara answered getting up.
"i think i'm gonna stay here i don't feel good, you go though tara have fun"
"are you sure you don't want me to stay i don't want you to be alone"
"no no no you go have fun i'll be here"
"okay call me if you need me, remember the boys are over there too"
tara gave me a hug and went off with her friend.

by then i had finished my drink and ordered a new one. i just sat there with my thoughts for a bit still feeling sorry for myself for no exact reason.
out of the corner of my eye i saw a guy sit next to me. he was sat there on his own for about 15 minutes and i didn't really bother thinking about it since he could be thinking the same about me.

"hey" he turned to me.
"uhm hi" i said a bit weirded out.
"why are you sitting alone" he smirked.
"uhm i don't feel great"
"i can make you feel great if you come and dance with me"
"no thank you i have a boyfriend"
i pulled my bag closer to me feeling uncomfortable.
"cmon it'll only be a second babe"
"once again no thank you i have a boyfriend"
"cmon" he grabbed my hand trying to pull me over.
"no the fuck-?"
"don't use that attitude with me it'll be fun"
i tried to shake my hand of him but he was holding on to it tight.
"i can speak to you however the fuck i want and get of me"
he dragged me over as i tried to pull myself over.
i looked over and saw johnnie who was talking to his friends and quite obviously couldn't see me. however loud i shouted or screamed it would never be hear over the top of the music.

"CAN YOU PLEASE GET THE FUCK OF OF ME"
i tried to get anyone's attention near me but no body could see me so nobody would be able to help.

"i told you to come on"
he was really gripping on to my wrist so much i could feel it getting numb.

"LEAVE ME ALONE" i yelled starting to kick him.
"you need to shut the fuck up and calm down okay" he whispered firmly in my ear aggressively.
"NO IM NOT GOING TO CALM DOWN GET OF OF MY YOU WANKER"
i kept kicking him as hard as i could literally trying to kick him in the balls but hardly could since how hard and close he was holding me.

i didn't know what to do so i just started screaming for johnnie but it felt like no body could hear me.
i was starting to really really panic now and just broke down.

A/N
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