"Why?" Leo asked, closing the door.
"Why what?" I asked, settling into the larger bed with my book of shadows and Sooty by my feet.
"Surely, you already know how to defend yourself?"
I sighed and thought, "I know how to hide."
His eyebrow raised as he moved from the door.
"I told you what my grandma said. I can't hide anymore." I folded my arms.
"Obscuravale."
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We stared at each other, neither of us starting. I couldn't stop the thoughts swirling around. I broke eye contact and continued looking through my book.
"I told you hiding isn't a bad thing." Leo sat at the bottom of the bed, facing me.
"School will start back up soon-" "Don't change the subject."
Groaning, I gave up reading.
"I can't hide anymore," I repeated slowly, trying to maintain my frustration.
"Yes, you can."
He made it sound easy.
"I can't go around concealed like a dirty little secret for the rest of my life."
"Why not?"
"That's not living."
"So, you do want to live."
"Of course, I want to fucking live," I snapped.
"Then act like it," he retorted in a louder voice.
"What the fuck are you on about?"
"Come on. Card's on the table, Lexi."
I deeply breathed, "All right, the card's on the table, Leo."
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I hate relying on others when all they do is let you down when you need them most.
I hate not being in control of myself and being treated like a dangerous person. Afraid to step one little toe out of line.
I hate being the problem.
I hate being hunted. By vampires, by the council, by crows.
I was done.
I don't want to hide. I don't want protection.
Fuck it. If I am going to die anyway, what's the point?
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"And there it is." Leo forced me out of... what I thought was an internal monologue.
"You've given up," he stated calmly.
I looked at Sooty, mulling over Leo's words. He was sleeping soundly at the bottom of the bed, yet my head could not stop.
"I need a minute," I whispered, sliding out of the bed. "Revelora."
He did not follow me as my feet paddled down the stairs. I was slightly grateful.
I teetered past the living room, hoping not to disturb Maddie on the air bed; I noticed the room was still lit by the fire but thought nothing of it.
I flick on the kettle; although caffeine is not great for sleeping, I need some comfort right now. Opening the fridge, I noticed the opened bottle of wine sitting innocently next to the milk.
My finger tapped on the door as I stared at it.
"Don't do it."
Maddie's voice made me jump, and I took a deep breath before glancing at her and picking up the milk.
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Protecting Earth and Turbulent Waters
FantasyWitching Souls Part 2 of 3: As more memories from their previous lifetimes surface, Lexi and Leo must confront the haunting echoes of their history. Together, they delve into the mysteries of their shared past, seeking to unravel the reasons for th...