My subconscious desire

chapter 15

"You are really a witch, you make me do something which I never thought I would ever do for someone. I shouldn't have come early at the first place, I was not mean to get you back here instead i was mean to be happy but here I lose my mind seeing that bitch sleeping on your place, seeing you giving up on your place; your rights; your crown. Seeing someone else in your place makes me lose my mind, I feel like I want to cage you here forever as mine I don't want you to go away from me.
I am getting this much affected by you, Why you makes me feels, makes me do something I never wanted to.

In my 28 years of life, ever since I started understanding this harsh and evil world i had always stay away from  feeling, connections, bounding, emotions etc I have controlled my mind as well as my heart but with you I can't help but to losse my all control. You are becoming my weakness. I don't want that..... it's dangerous for me as well as for you too. every step taken by me is a death threat for me and I don't want any weakness.

I want to stay away from you, from emotions, feelings, from... from love. I don't want this to make me weak. I fail to make you away from me because now I want you to stay infront of my eyes, by my side even after knowing how dangerous it is but still i want to. I fail to keep you away, to make you go away. It's feels like I'm being away from my most precious thing.... Now I will stay away from you and protect you....

you don't want white wings to protect yourself instead you will get dark black massively strong wings of lucifer who will protect you by caging you in his arms.

It's your fault, you yourself come near me, as my wife even after my warning, you make me feel something; do something which i never wanted too. And before it gets worst let me just control you it's the only way to protect you.... i will be protected eventually. From now on you will have to follow my every rules, has to endure my ignorance, My arrogance, my coldness rudeness. So that you will stop showing those emotions, will stop throwing those black magic through your eyes.

I come out of my thoughts hearing knock on the door.... I get up with a glance at her sleeping figure and went towards the door opening it to see dada sa standing there along with baba sa and kaka sa.

I raise my eyebrow asking the reason for there presence because seeing all three of them together at this time I don't think that it's a formal matter.

"We got Peter fehling...." said baba sa

"Peter fehling?"

"Peter fehling, brother of Alexander fehling." Hearing baba sa a smirk make it's way on my face. You played alot Alexander now it will be fun seeing you crying over your dead brother Slowly slowly one after one each and every member of your life will face the worst death.

"But you are not alone anymore.... think about Mythili."

"No Vidharth don't think about that witch. Just stay away from her she is your weakness and you need to stay away from her then only you will be able to get the revenge of betrayal that Fucker gave you."

"Vidharth, in office we need to discuss next step.... also tight the security more now." Baba sa ordered glancing at sleeping Mythili and I nodded my head understanding why he said that and was about to close the door but before that dada sa open it whole

"I want to see my daughter." He said and open the door widely moving towards her walking like he owns the place, what am I even thinking he owns it too.

I stand there looking at dada sa who was looking at my sleeping wife with adoration like she is a new born babygirl But truly she is looking so beautiful and cute and above that long soft hair coming on her face makes her breathe taking.