My subconscious desire

chapter 11

He walks towards me with gun, I gulp he will definitely kill me today, Mythili remember every single god maybe this devil let you go. I close my eyes when he suddenly pull me towards him holding my waist while from the other hand I can feel him putting the gun on my forehead. I rested my hands on his well built rock hard chest what are you saying u have to God's name not to imagine the devil's rock hard chest 😆

"Eyes here"

he said in authoritative tone which makes me to open and look at him who was already looking at me with that sharp eyes filled with coldness no one can read through it But I want to go through it.

"What did I warn you about staying away from me, forget already or you want me to fix it in your mind in someother way."

He said pushing the gun on my forehead,I close my eyes waiting for my ends. I love you mumma, papa, bhai, bhabhi, didi, Utkarsh jiju, dada sa, karthik and all my family members from both the side I love you all. This devil will kill me today maa durgaa I'm coming to you.

I was busy praying In my mind when he started tracing the gun down on my face what he is doing if he wants to kill me then do it once only my heartbeat is already racing because of our closeness and then fear of this gun, atleast a person should be little  liberal.

"You didn't answer me tiger .... or should I call you kitten?"

He ask putting the gun under my chin and make me look at him. I can feel my body trembling my already close eyes getting moisty with tears. suddenly I feel something wet on my neck making me shock but still didn't dare to open the eyes how much this man scare me I started getting sweat in his fear.

But when I feel the more wetness near my neck and feel like someone sucking there a sharp cry left my mouth when a harsh bite along with soft kisses comes. Now I got it what he is doing I try to move away from him, why it's so difficult for me to come out of his strong hold. Tears started flowing down wetting my cheeks while he continue biting and leaving wet kisses there.

Why he is doing this didn't he said that he want me to stay away then why? I started struggling more to come out, with his every bite and kiss on my untouched skin my breathe gets heavy and leg gets weak. Before i lose it I push him with all my energy.

Love or not he has no rights to touch me like this without my permission, if I'm not enjoying it then he shouldn't touch me in anyways. Eventhough I like the feeling I'm getting but I don't want such feeling when he is not even ready to accept me as his wife. Eventhough he didn't speak that line now but by the words it's pretty clear that he is not ready to accept me.