loving a mafia

DREAMS

Hoseok's pov

I couldn't sleep. The bed is soft, the breeze is cool and fresh and I have the one I love by my side yet I couldn't sleep. When did this start?. I'm not even sure. I get these crazy dreams and wake up feeling angry, sad or empty. I look at the as he peaceful sleeps beside me. Who knew mafia could be so cute and childish. He looks so hot like this. Is it a good idea to have this baby. I place my hand on my still flat belly slowly rubbing it. He has alot of enemies and him having a lover is bad but him having a lover and the baby of his lover. Well....

I stood at the patio looking out at the beautiful scenery. The dark blue sky mixed with twinkling star and the misty clouds with that big old moon shining ever so brightly. It was nice. The silence. The breeze. The beauty. The friends. The love. Yet I can't tell but something is missing. I felt a strong arm wrap around my waste the other went to my tummy. "Can't sleep?"."yah". "Would you like to go on a stroll then?". I looked at him and smiled "sure". He kissed me and took me outside. We walked along the beach with our bare feet enjoying the feeling of the wet sand

"So, why can't you sleep?". "Not sure". "Is it the baby?". I stopped and looked at him. "Do you really want it?". He looked some what surprised. "Of course I do. If I didn't want it I would have gotten rid of it by now". I couldn't help but smile. When?. When did I change. How did my life come to this?. A house wife to a mafia. "Hoseok, do you not want the baby?". ".....". "If you don't want it then I'm ok with your decision ".  I watched as the water would continually splash but never reach my toes.

I didn't go to school, I had shitty parents, a shitty life and yet. Yet I still managed to get such a good life. I looked at the stars. I could feel tae looking at me awaiting my reply. The stars are beautiful. "I want it". I'm not gonna let this baby go through what I did and I can't just get rid of it. "Glad to hear that". "Tae". "Yes". "I don't think those are my real parents". "What do you mean". "Could you do a background sweep on them". "Anything for you". I suddenly felt as ease and sleepy. I could barely stand. I could feel myself falling slowly. "Hoseok". Lucky for me I have the best husband. "Let's get u to bed". I was already knocked out.

Tae's pov

I carried hoseok back to bed. The things you do to me. If you didn't want the baby I would have begged you even when I know it's dangerous. Why suddenly bring up your past. Removing some hair from his face I couldn't help but worry. "What's going through that cute head of yours". I pecked his temple and laid beside him; spooning him. I placed my hand on his belly. I love you soo much and will continue to protect you and love you. Always.