Unholy (Jenlisa AU)

Chapter 34

"Choose me. Lisa, choose me, and I promise. I ought my life to love you dearly, please. " I beg, this was the first time that I swallowed so much of my pride because of someone.

I grew up having what I wanted. Even though I'm a church girl, just like people called me. I was spoiled, I was cherished, I was a princess to both of my parents, and yet now, I'm here, looking at my lover's eyes, begging to choose me instead of the family she lost years ago.

Lisa looked at me worriedly. Her eyes were red while she held my hand from her face, and the only hope that I'm holding were her words, that she would divorce her wife and just save their child, but the more we got closer to Seoul the more my chest hurts.

What if, when we get there, Lisa will realise that she loves her wife more than she loved me. What if she abandoned me because she realised that her family was much more important.

I can't help but overthink.

We just met. Lisa and I met not even half the time she spent with her wife and family. They are married, they have the same age, they grew up almost with each other, that have a child. Who needed her family the most. They were separated before and now that they got the chance to be with each other again. I became the hindrance of their family, but I couldn't give a care about them. They were long gone, and Lisa and I were supposed to be happy.

If they didn't just come back. If they could be in other places. If only they are really dead. Lisa and I wouldn't be suffering like this.

"Jennie!!!" I felt Lisa shook my body. She was worried, and I felt myself hyperventilating. I couldn't able to catch my breath, I'm getting lethargic, I'm losing focus, and my vision was getting blurry.

"Li- Lisa," I called her name while I held her face gently. My heart was painfully beating against my chest while I moved my face closer to her, and a relief washed over me when I felt her lips touch mine.

"I love you. And I'll choose you. No matter what happens. I'll be yours forever. "

When she said those words to me, the only thing I could do was to trust her. To listen to her, to just hold tighter.

"I love you too. I love you very much, " I mumbled softly. My tears immediately fell while Lisa wiped it away. She kissed my eyes, down to my cheeks, and jaw, until she reached my neck and there she smelled my scent, while her hands went to my waist and gently pulled me closer to her.

I'm now straddling on her lap while we kissed passionately. My arms are wrapped around her waist, securely holding her. My back arc, my hips moves, and both our breathes were getting louder.

"You saved me. You're my angel who saved me from hell, " she utters before she took my shirt away, unhooked my brassiere and gently, and slowly touched and carress my breast. While she keeps kissing me in my neck, licking it down to my collarbone, and suck it. Leaving marks in me.

She was very gentle and soft while touching me. Until she looked up and there I saw how her eyes shone while looking at me.

I smiled at her. And gently held her face, and I moved closer to kiss her lips, and I even left a mark on her neck before I took her shirt off and my heart instantly pounded for the nth time when I saw my initials on her chest. My hands were shaking while I carress it. It's the most beautiful thing that someone did to me.

"I admit I'm scared, Lis. I admit that I don't trust you enough, and I admit that my insecurities will never help us. However, being able to hold you like this and just being with you is enough to fight all of my insecurities. You own my heart, baby. You own every inch of me. From the moment I first saw you, I'm already yours."

I saw her smile, even her teeth showed up, while she held my face. And hug me tightly, and her face was buried on my chest, listening to my heartbeat while I gently massaged her scalp.

"Falling in love with you was never part of my plan. I wanted to take you to just fuck you hard and ruined you, but baby you're just so beautiful inside and out to be treated that way. You're just so innocent and too fragile that I'm the one who falls so much harder. We will get through this, leave everything to me, baby."

Lisa's hand went my legs, caressing it up until my underwear was exposed, her lips were kissing my breasts, leaving marks before she suck one of my nipples that sent sensation over my body.

Goosebumps appeared on my skin, my eyes instantly closed, and my mouth parted open. My moans were out, and loud, gasping every time her mouth sucks my nipples and teased my areola.

A week without her was very bland, and just by her simple kisses and touches made me sensually sensitive.

"Oh, Lisa." I moaned her name and pulled her to kiss me, and her tongue went inside my mouth. Sucking my own before she gently tugged my underwear on the side. I even felt her hard manhood pressed against my dripping centre.

I bit her shoulder to stop myself from moaning loudly. Wrapping my arms around her head while I let her do what we both wanted.

I saw how she unbuttoned her jeans and unzipped her zipper, and I helped her tugged it down, revealing the shaft that I'm so familiar with. I even felt a light shyness when I saw it again, but my mind loses when Lisa guides my waist, and I feel how her dick slides inside me.

We both groaned loudly, even with the little light from the post away from us, I saw how Lisa tightly closed her eyes while she moved her hips and I could only gasp and moaned loudly with all her thrust, it went so deep inside me that it made me so weak and breathless.

"Jen-nnie," she called my name, and before I could react, she had already suck my mouth.

Her hands are holding my waist tightly, and both our sweats are dropping endlessly, making it hard for me to hold her.

"Oh! Oh! SHIT!!" I screamed when Lisa adjusted her shaft and directly hit my gspot. Now I have become wilder, I moved my own hips, I shouted , I moaned so loud, my legs were wrapped around her body while Lisa sucked my breast.

All I could hear was the loud moans and groans that came from our mouths. We were so engrossed in what we were doing, pleasuring each others bodies, thrusting, grunting, moaning. We were making love inside her car while it was parked on the side of the road.

"Cumming, I'm cumming baby" Lisa mumbled while she moved so much faster and I'm so lost to tell her that I'm about to reach bei-

"Fuck!! OH fuck!! LISAAAAAAAAA" I shouted and kissed her hard, while I felt her grunted and tried to kiss me back while she moves faster, she groaned, even her veins was about to pop up, while we both moaned out ou orgasmic bliss.

"Ohhhh, Gooooood!!"I whimpered when I felt her warm seed inside me. It was so much as it sprayed inside my walls.

We didn't move. We were just holding each others bodies while trying to catch our breath, as we both looked into each others eyes, smiling from ear to ear.

"Don't you ever leave me," I breathlessly said, which made her smile, and after some time, we laughed loudly while nodding her head, assuring me that she won't.

She helped me put back my brassiere and shirt, we both settled down, but I'm still straddling her lap as we hugged and cuddled each other.

But I got confused when her body went stiff, and when I pulled away, she was looking behind my back. Her eyes went wide and scared, and just before I could see what's behind, I felt her move and hug me tightly, and all I could hear was a loud crashing of both cars collided with ours.